Stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop trying to find the causes of what's happening in your life. Find a solution. But I'm scared. I know you are, but think about how good you're going to feel afterwards.
Go find some help, beautiful. Do it, quick, before he comes back.
Are you sure?
You don't deserve what's happening to you right now. You deserve to be happy and cherished like the Goddess that you are. You have two handsome boys that are waiting for you to accept that. Also one of them needs you, a lot. Especially right now, he is vulnerable and sad.
They need your help as much as you need theirs.
Alright, I'll text Victor.
June: Victor?
Please answer quickly. He'll come back soon and I need to get out of here.
Victor: Yes?
Nice! Now what do I say? Just say that you need help.
June: Can you come over tonight?
What time is it? 2 PM. Teddy won't come until 6 PM, it should be alright.
Victor: Of course, but we can't come until 7 PM, is that okay?
7 PM? That's way after Teddy's arrival.
June: May I ask why?
Victor: Tyler is getting help.
June: Wow! That's awesome! Tell me how it goes!
Victor: Of course! See you later!
That's done. What do I do now? Its snowing, I could go outside. I need to make the Christmas shopping, though. Good thing, the mall isn't far away. I could buy everything online... No, I need to go out. Anyway the snow is going to feel great, it'll bring back great memories, back when I was a Goddess.
You're still a goddess, though...
I know, you are awfully positive, you know that?
You don't like it?
No, I'm just not used to it.
Well, get used to it fast, because I ain't going nowhere.
Thanks for the help.
You got it girl. Now, go buy some goods. You need to look flawless for the days to come, because you are going to spend some time with people you love.
A smile brights up my face.
In the shower you go. You know you can feel like a queen, all by yourself.
I roll my eyes and smile.
I take my clothes off and jump in the shower. I bite my lower lip a little bit. My hands and my toes clench.
Maybe they are right, I can feel like a queen, all by myself.
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