"i'm sorry"// daniel seavey

part twenty five

im on my way back to my parents for dinner and i vent stop thinking about daniel

is it bad that i think about him 24/7 ??

like he never leave my minddddd

i park n i see mariah's car. yayay it got fixed. finally.

i head inside n hug mariah n her mom. n then i go hug my parents n i do my handshake wit brian. soon the dinner was ready n everything else was.

we started digging in n talking about life. mostly about me n mariah moving. telling us rules n plans

mama: so since you guys are gonna live next to 5 boys. i know what you guys think.
baba: wait your mom is trying to say is that NO SEX
alex: baba!!
mariah's mom: he's kinda true. i can tell that daniel n alex are a thing and mariah n jonah.
mariah: how did you know that?
mama: it's easy to tell not gonna lie
brian: okay yeah you guys are right. but listen to me parents. they are genuine n nice n caring n won't do anything to hurt them.
baba: how are you so sure? you guys just met them 2 days ago
brian: we have talked. all the boys wit out alex n mariah. they talked about their life. they got deep into their feelings. i can tell that they will care so much for alex n mariah.
alex: when did this happen?
brian: yesterday
mariah: n you just told us??
brian: they told me not to tell y'all
alex: okay whatever
mama: okay if brian can trust them then we have to trust them
alex: i-
baba: yeah okay. we'll give them a chance
mariah's mom: me too
mariah; okay thank you guys so much.
alex: yeah thank you. but i still can't believe that we are now living in a huge ass house n next to my favorite band
mama: i still can't either
baba: you guys are so grown up
mariah's mom: yeah it's crazy. seeing both of y'all grow up together is amazing.
alex: y'all are gonna make me cry stopppppp
brian: i'm already crying
mariah: awe brian

i get up to go hug brian. he looks sad. i feel bad because i'm leaving him. then mariah gets up n come into our group hug. soon the parents got up we had a big hug. we all pull away from each other n everyone is crying even me.

alex: hey guys stop crying please. err wonky half an hour away. you guys can visit anytime. n we mean that
mariah: we'll facetime you guys when you want us to. brian you can come everyday if you want. n we'll come back home for dinner on the weekends or something.
alex: yeah. don't worry guys.
mama: okay. okay. we get it
mariah's mom: yeah we all get it
brian: i'm just happy for you guys.
baba: yeah this is a big deal. n alex you got your dream job as a photographer.
alex: i literally forgot about that
mama: well we didn't. n we're so proud of you. seriously
alex: thank y'all that means a lot
baba: okay well everyone finished eating so let's clean up n you guys can go finish setting up your rooms. brian you can go wit em if you want.
brian: okay i'll go.
alex: i'll do the dishes don't worry

i get up n go kitchen n take off the other dishes that were clean. mariah cleaned yo the table n brian has the kitchen floor to do after we're both done. we soon finished cleaning n now everyone is in their car heading to the house. we said bye to my parents n i hugged em so tightly. then i'm now i'm the car having a jamming session. actually singing. then i get a facetime call from daniel. i answer n put my phone back on my stand thingy.

daniel: are you on your way to the house?
alex: yeah sorry i forgot to text you
daniel: oh no you're fine. just wanted to check up on you
alex: awe thanks dani. you're too cute
daniel: nah you're the cuter one
alex: nah you are
daniel: shut up. you are
alex: make me daniel
daniel: oh only if you were here right now. i'll for sure make you.
alex: i'm on my way dani
daniel: then keep that same energy when we're alone.

he winks at me n then ends the call. i exhale the breath i was holding for no reason.

oh shit i got the second heart beat if y'all know what i mean.

i have like 10 minutes until i make it so i put my music on n the only thing on my mind is daniel

mmmm daddy daniel- i meannnn