"i'm sorry"// daniel seavey

part thirty five

zach: sup bitch
alex: nothing much how bout you hoe
zach: same
alex: at least they ain't trying to kill you today
zach: they did yesterday though
alex: you gotta stop getting caught zach
zach: i'm trying
alex: then bruh try harder.
zach: don't bruh me
alex: bruh i just did dipshit
zach: okay that was rude
alex: n i care why??
zach: fuck off alex
alex: nah i'm fine
daniel: do you guys ever stop?
zach n alex: nahhhh

jonah: anyway the party starts at 6:30 so in like 2 hours
mariah: bruh how are we supposed to dress?
jack: anything you want usually. his parties are laid back
alex: who is coming wit us?
daniel: corey is of course.

this is before corey sadly passed away. imma include him in the story and put in some of the truth of what happened on that day. he did pass away may 25th so this is right before. i'm sorry if corey is a touchy subject. he sure is for me. i'll put a warning before it happens.

alex: yesssss corey is cominggggg
corbyn: didn't you see him like 2 days ago
alex: so? i love the kid
daniel: he told me he really likes you
alex: awe i really like him too. i'm happy we got really close these passed couple of months. i've been watching him on youtube for the longest time. like ever since he started basically. now i know him which is crazy
daniel: that's cute
jack: anyway go get ready
alex; we have 2 hours though
jack: fine do whatever you want
mariah: okayyyy
alex: but i need to clean my room n the house a bit so bye hoes
daniel: even me?
alex: yes
daniel: ouch that hurt
alex: i see what you did there
mariah; i'm leaving
alex: me too.

we both get to our house n i go to my room n run on my speaker n put my one direction playlist. i miss them more than ever now.

i start cleaning my room. that doesn't take that long. around 15 minutes. just dusted n did my bed n fixed up stuff. i go downstairs wit my speaker n start to dust the living room h clean there n the kitchen.

soon i finish n it's only been an hour. so i have a hour to get ready. i put the cleaning stuff back n go back to my room. i stare at my closet for a good 10 minutes. i feel like i don't have any cute clothes. i try to put outfits together but nothing is looking cute

i just put on a little black right dress cause that's the only thing i can think of

i fix my hair n make sure every piece of hair  is curly n not frizzy. then i put on mascara n blush n lip gloss. i grab a small backpack type bag to put all my stuff. it's a party after all so i need to make sure i have everything n to be careful. i put my lip gloss in there. my portable charger. tampons just incase i get it or anything girl needs it. taser just incase i get a random person creeping me out. you know so i can give them a nice good ✨zap✨. always gotta be safe. n gum. to make sure my breath doesn't smell.

i open my door to see daniel standing there. we make eye contact but then he breaks it to look me up n down. his eyes goes wide while looking at me.

daniel: you're gorgeous as always
alex: thank you dani. you look amazing
daniel: thank you beautiful.

alex: lemme check on mariah n then we'll head downstairs
daniel: okay

i open her door. i never knock but i feel like i should've this time because jonah is in her kissing they both look at me n i just laugh

alex: don't worry i won't tell anyone else.

as i say that i can see the tension in their faces drop. i wink at them n i close the door. i turn back to daniel

daniel: what was that about?
alex: oh nothing
daniel: whatever you say. you ready?
alex; yeah
daniel: lets go. corey is here
alex: YAYAY COREY.

i basically run downstairs n out the house. i make sure i have my bag. i see corey outside getting out of his car n i run up to him n hug him. he hugs me back. then we let go n face each other

corey: my favorite person yayay
alex: happy to see you again
corey: i know same. 2 days is too long apart
alex: i know right.

then i see daniel come out our house. n he's just staring at me. he lowkey looks jealous but i can't tell. we make eye contact n he winks at me. god his winks drive me crazyyyyyy. i wink back at him n bring my attention back to corey.

corey: what was that about?
alex: what was what about?
corey: the wink that daniel gave you
alex: he always does that
corey: he really likes you. he's just waiting until you're ready. until you're ready to trust him too.
alex: i think i'm getting there
corey: that's good
alex: wit daniel n the rest of the boys including you
corey: awe i love you
alex: i love you too stoopid

i miss corey :((