Bouquet of Secrets and Lies (On-going)

CHAPTER 37: UNPLANNED

"UNPLANNED"

HESTIA'S POV

It's been five days, hindi ko magawang kausapin o magpakita man lang kay Zyclus. I don't really understand how all these things happened in just one snap. I could've been imagine that my life will be like this—totally fucked up.

I'm at the Brookwind's bar right now. I want to get wasted and forget everything. I already buy a new phone and thank God because no one knows my number except my Mom, Ate Lorian and Harrison. I'm so thankful because none of them is not bothering me 'coz I'm in the middle of giving myself a little space from all of these shit.

Hindi ko alam kung anong mukha ang ihaharap ko kay Zyclus. Masyado ng marami ang pinagdaanan namin and I don't know how will he react if he will knew that the killer was my own twin sister?

I'm wearing my black midi con dress and my black stiletto.

"Another tequila please."

I can't stop myself from drinking. Hindi ko na rin alam kung anong mga pinaggagagawa ko. Nahihilo na ako but atleast mayroon pa namang natitirang gising sa diwa ko.

I missed my dad...

"Here's your tequila ma'am."

I immediately drink a glass of tequila. Hindi ko na rin alam kung nakakailang baso na ako.

"Give me a bottle of tequila."

I don't care what they say. I'll enjoy this night.  Umaasa ako na sa paggising ko bukas e magbabago pa ang lahat.

As the bartender gave me a bottle of tequila. I pay the bills and grab my tequila without any hesitations. Tinungga ko 'yon and I smile as I heared the hype beat music inside the bar.

I walked at the center of the dance floor and wave my body while savouring the taste of tequila. Wala na akong pakialam sa nangyayari. Gusto ko lang maging malaya. I heared lots of people screaming like there's no tomorrow.

I missed this feeling—no pain at all. Lahat na ata ng pagkamanhid ay naabsorb ng katawan ko sa mga oras na ito.

When I get tired, I left the bottle of tequila at the table and walked outside the bar.

I take off my stiletto 'coz I felt so wasted and dizzy. Umiikot ang paningin ko and I can't walk straight-up from where I am standing.

Pinilit kong maglakad hanggang sa makarating ako sa kotse ko.

As I reached my car I immediately open it and hop in. I throw my heels at the back seats.

Sumandal ako sa inuupuan ko dahil hindi ko na kaya talaga ang hilo but I swear, I can drive back home.

Ipapahinga ko lang yung sarili ko.

Hindi ko pa man naipipikit ang mata ko ay naramdaman ko ang pagvibrate ng phone ko. I always put my phone in silent mode to not get disturb.

Hindi ko iyon pinansin pero nairita ako sa kakavibrate kaya naman sinagot ko 'yon ng hindi tinitignan ang screen name.

"What the hel—"

"Nice hearing your voice again, Hestia."

"I don't know who the fuck are you but please stop bothering m—"

"Hawak ko ang pinakamamahal mong si Zyclus."

"N—"

Hindi na pinatapos ng caller ang sasabihin ko at agad niyang ibinaba ang linya.