Tears on you

Hurt

Y/N'S point of view

I just ran and ran until I couldn't run any more. My heart was hurting and I felt sick. Why didn't Zak tell me about this woman? Do I not mean anything to him? We're supposed to be best friends, we shouldn't hide stuff like that from each other.

I leaned my head against a sign post and held my stomach....I feel broken. During all of this Zak was trying to get a hold of me and I had multiple missed calls and texts from him.

I eventually arrived back home and decided to look at some of the texts from Zak.

Zak: "please Y/N... Please talk to me"

Zak: "I promise I was gonna tell you everything baby, please let me explain"

I didn't even know what to say, I couldn't text anything back to him. I shut my phone off, laid down on my bed and cried until I couldn't cry anymore.

Zak's point of view

What the hell have I done, I hurt Y/N. What makes it worse I kept having dreams and visions of her being hurt in the exact same way.

Holly: "who the hell was she Zak and why was she here?"

Zak: "that was Y/N, she's one of my best friends"

Holly: "well she seemed very nice.... Not"

Zak: "leave her alone!"

Holly: "oh I'm sorry Zak am I hitting a nerve have you got a soft spot for her?"

Right now I don't like the tone of voice Holly is using, she's verbally attacking me and where I hurt the most.

Zak: "Holly I swear to god if you do anything to hurt her..."

Holly: "I wouldn't dream of hurting her, but to me it looks like she's been hurt enough by you... If words of her spending time with you gets out on media. You know what's going to happen with you?"

I couldn't say anything I just looked at her.

Holly: "it means you can say goodbye to everything you own and love as I'll spread words that shows what you really are"

Holly's words hit me hard. I can't lose everything, but I really don't want to lose Y/N. I looked at Holly again and she looked at me with a evil smile before she left me. As soon as the she devil left I broke down, my heart was breaking and nothing can fix it.

I couldn't cope any longer with this pain, I got up off the floor grabbed my car keys and headed for Y/N'S place. I eventually arrived at her place and tried opening the door but it was locked, I even tried unlocking it with her spare key she gave me but even that wasn't working.

Zak: "Y/N please open the door, I really want to talk to you"

I even looked through her letter box to see if I can see her, but I couldn't see her until I saw her very briefly sitting on the floor in her kitchen.

Zak: "Y/N please open the door"

Y/N: "go away!"

Zak: "Y/N I can explain"

Y/N: "you can explain to me by leaving me alone and don't speak to me ever again"

Hearing Y/N say those words made my heart break even more, it felt like my world came crashing down.

Zak: "please Y/N I'm in some serious big trouble"

Y/N: "no shit, I can clearly see that. Especially with the succubus you're with"

OK I was totally not expecting Y/N to say that, even a little smile appeared on my face.

Zak: "please Y/N, what do you want me to do to make it up to you?"

Y/N: "leave me alone"

Then the pain washed over me again and this time I can hear and feel the pain coming from Y/N as well as mine.
I leaned my head against her door and closed my eyes, I even placed my hand on the door as I knew she was standing on the other side. I sighed deeply before I whispered...

Zak: "I love you Y/N"

Then I slowly stood away from the door and slowly walked away.