Tears on you

Never Gonna Be Alone

Zak's point of view

I couldn't believe what Y/N just said, I felt hurt. But what has made me hurt the most was I needed some space and a little time to think. I don't want to be with anyone else, I want to be with Y/N she's the only girl I ever want to be with.

As I walked down the side walk I decided to sit down on a bench to try and clear my head. But all I can hear is Y/N's voice ringing out like a echo.

Y/N: "you'll get tired of me"

Zak: "why are you saying that?"

Y/N: "because its the truth..... Where are you going?"

Zak: "Y/N... Please, I just need some space for a few minutes"

Y/N: "but you can't leave me like this"

I put my head into my hands and started to break down, after a couple of minutes I decided to get up and make my way back home.

As I got home and made my way inside I saw Y/N laying on the sofa asleep. I quietly walked over to her and gently woke her up by kissing her on her forehead and then on her cheek. Then ever so slightly I saw Y/N open her eyes and she looked at me, the way she was looking at me made my heart break... She looked hurt but I can also see she was begging me to never leave her.

Without any talking I carefully picked Y/N up and held her in my arms as I carried her to our bedroom. As I carrying Y/N I felt her wrap her arms tight around my neck as she buried her face into my chest.

When we got into our bedroom I carefully laid Y/N on our bed and started to kiss her passionately, after a little while of kissing and showing Y/N  love, I carefully started to take her clothes off before I started to plant gentle kisses all over her body.

As I planted each little kiss on Y/N's body I can tell this is what she needed to show her that even through her struggles and obstercals she is perfect in every single way. Whilst I was kissing Y/N I looked up at her and saw she had one of her beautiful smiles on her face before she held my hand in hers.

Y/N: "Zak... Please"

Zak: "what baby?"

Y/N: "don't leave me"

As soon as Y/N said that I went up to her and kissed her on her lips again.

Zak: "I'll never leave you Y/N, you're never gonna be alone... I'm gonna be with you every step of the way"

Once again Y/N smiled at me before I claimed her lips with another passionate kiss before I wrapped her in my embrace before we started to make love.

*****

Y/N's point of view

After Zak showed me how much he loves me and will always be here for me we just laid in bed in each others arms.

Zak: "I mean every single word I say Y/N I'm never gonna leave you. You're my girl and I don't want to be with anyone else. I love you Y/N"

Y/N: "I love you more Zak, I'll never leave you. I always want to be with you too"

I couldn't help but notice the smile on Zak's face before he leaned over and kissed me. This moment right here laying on the bed in each others arms feels perfect, anything after this moment can only be perfect.

As I laid in Zak's arms I suddenly had the urge to want to try something.

Y/N: "Zak I really want to try something"

Zak: "what's that beautiful?"

Y/N: "you'll see if you stand in front of me"

Zak looked a little confused until something clicked and he knew exactly what I was thinking.

Zak: "baby as much as I want the old you back too you can't do to much to fast"

Y/N: "I know but I need to face this and make through it so I can be me again if I don't try now then when am I going to try"

Zak: "OK. But I just want you to be careful"

Y/N: "I will as long as you're close to me just in case"

Sure enough Zak was helping me up off the bed and we was standing up by the bed. I really need to try this, just one little step... that's all I need to take to know I have a chance.

After Zak made sure I was steady on my feet Zak held my hand before he took a couple of steps back.

Zak: "are you sure about this?"

Y/N: "I'm sure"

Zak: "OK"

Then Zak slowly took the couple of steps back before I got ready to take a step forward.

As I stood on the spot I felt a little uneasy on my legs but ever so slightly I lifted my leg up and slowly took one tiny step forward before I moved my left leg and took another step. Each step I took I looked up at Zak and saw yet again he had another one of his amazing smiles on his face, he's literally beaming with the how much he is proud of me.

Zak: "you're doing it baby... Come on let's see if you can make it to me".

I can feel my back and legs burning with pain but I need to push through this wall, I need to carry on and make it to Zak. Yet again I moved my legs slightly and sure enough I was taking more little steps before I finally reached Zak.

Zak: "you did it baby, how do you feel?"

Y/N: "great, I want to keep going"

Zak: "oh no you don't baby you done more than enough for now. We'll try again tomorrow"

Before I can say or do anything else Zak picked me up and carried me in his arms again before he put me back into bed where we enjoyed the rest of the evening together.