Tears on you

New Pain

Zak's point of view

After the events of the night before I had trouble sleeping, I was so bad I was really thinking of cancelling this investigation to head back home. During breakfast me and the guys was talking and I told them what had happened, they all demanded for us to go home and I'm so glad that they all agreed to go home. What with everything that's going on I shouldn't be going anywhere away from Y/N.

After breakfast we all packed everything in the RV and made our way home. Aaron and Billy decided to get a plane back to Las Vegas and they both agreed that they'll stay with Y/N until I can get home.

So as Billy and Aaron headed off in a plane me and Jay got on the RV and we was soon on our way too, as much as I don't like flying and rather be on the RV I kind of wished I would just jump on the plane too.

Jay: "we'll get back home soon dude, we won't be that far behind Billy and Aaron".

Zak: "I know Jay but I just want to get home quicker"

Jay: "we will Zak, we'll all get home quickly to keep Y/N safe"

I just wish Y/N was safe, there is one way she can become safer again but that means us being apart. I don't want us to be apart in any way but I need to think of her safety, I don't want anything to happen to my girl.

The only way I can get Y/N to be safe again is for her to go back and live with her family in her home town, even if its just till everything blows over with Holly. But as I just said I don't want to be without my girl, I can't live without her.

Jay: "what are you thinking dude?"

Zak: "I think it'll be best and safer for Y/N to move back to be with her family"

Jay: "you're ending it with Y/N?!"

Zak: "no I'm not ending our relationship, I can't live without her Jay but I just want her to be safe"

Jay: "as much as it is a great idea I don't think Y/N will be happy with that idea"

Zak: "I know, this would kill her but I don't want Y/N to get really badly hurt or worse through all of this, you know what Holly is like"

Jay: "Y/N is going to be so broken over all of this"

Zak: "I know, I need to come up with a plan. Its going to be a hard plan but it has to be done. There's no other way".

For the rest of the journey home my mind was going crazy but yet my heart was slowly breaking into pieces. I don't know what I'm going to do, but I do know is I will keep Y/N safe. Finally after what felt like forever we finally arrived in Las Vegas and was on our way to my place.

Thankfully a few hours ago Billy and Aaron arrived at home first and picked Y/N and Gracie up from Bacon's place to go back to mine. I can't wait to get home to be with my girl but I'm scared for the outcome I have in mind, I've even spoken to Y/N's parents about everything. They're happy to have their daughter back home but they are a little bit disappointed with me for not keeping her completely safe.

As we was almost home I couldn't help but replay what Y/N's mom said to me on the phone not to long ago

Y/M's/N = your mum's/mom's name

Y/M's/N: "I'm very disappointed with you Zak, you promised not only me but Y/N and her father you would always protect her! How could you allow for all of this to happen!?"

Zak: "I'm sorry"

Y/M's/N: "sorry is not good enough Zak. I'll give you the rest of today and tomorrow to spend time with Y/N. Then I'll be there the next day to take her home with me"

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Y/N's parents are taking her away from me... I fully understand why they're doing that but I don't want anyone to take my girl from me. She needs to be with me.

Whilst my head was going crazy we finally arrived home, I quickly got off the RV and went inside to be with my girl. As soon as I saw Y/N I wrapped my arms around her tight.

Y/N: "looks like I was missed"

I let go of Y/N slightly before I placed one of hands on the side of her face and stroked her cheek.

Zak: "you're always missed when I'm not with you"

Despite the pain I'm feeling right now, seeing the way Y/N was looking at me as she blushed made my heart skip a beat. This moment is a bitter sweet moment and I'm scared about everything. I must've been staring or frozen on the spot as Y/N looked at me and I can tell she knows something is wrong.

Y/N: "what's wrong baby?"

I couldn't say anything but I sure can feel the tears building up in my eyes.

Y/N: "Zak?"

Zak: "don't baby, I'll tell you soon baby"

As we was about to walk to join the guys in the kitchen Y/N grabbed my hand gently and stopped me.

Y/N: "Zak please tell me"

Zak: "I... I"

Just as I was trying to say something to Y/N, her parents walked in unexpectedly, they're not supposed to be here yet. I'm supposed to have more time with Y/N

Y/M's/N: "Hey sweetheart"

Y/N: "Mom, dad... What are you doing here?"

Y/D's/N: "we're here to take you back home baby girl"