Tears on you

The Letter

Y/N'S point of view

Whilst Zak was at the store I sat down on the couch and slowly opened the letter I had from him and began to read it.

"Y/N.. I know you probably don't want to hear from me but I really need to explain a few things to you. Starting with Holly...

Yes the rumours are true that we're dating and at first everything was going great, but then everything turned into hell. I don't like her in any way, shape or form anymore and have come to the conclusion that everything is all for publicity stunt.

Everything she posts on Instagram showing off what I "bought for her" is a big fat lie. You know me Y/N I don't buy any girl expensive jewelry, not only if its just a quick fling.

But to makes matters worse Holly, her manager and my manager has signed a contract stating about our so called relationship and how it's supposed to help me, my museum and the show in the long run. But it's all a lie, she has made everything worse and physically turned my life into Hell.

Which then leads this letter to the next point. If news gets out about mine and Holly's "relationship" turns sour she will take everything that belongs to me and everything I have worked for away from me. Every single ounce of my life and dignity will be taken away from me.

Y/N I'm sorry that Bacon couldn't explain to you about this paperwork I wanted you to sign but it will all makes sense when you see what I'm about to ask you and tell you.

I trust you with my whole life and with my heart. You know me way more better than I know myself and you know how important everything is to me.... I'm sorry if what I'm about to say makes things difficult but I promise you everything will be OK and I'm gonna be with you every step of the way.

The paperwork Bacon just handed to you for you to sign is for my whole life. Everything I own, my home, my cars and even the museum... Everything now belongs to you.

I know you'll be freaking out about this but as I just promised you I'll be with you every step of the way. By you taking full ownership of everything that belongs to me helps me in a long run. It means when news gets out about me and Holly ending gets out she or anyone else can't touch anything that belongs to me.

I know you'd be happy to help me as you have helped me through hell and back before, but I do know you'll also be scared. I know it's alot of responsibility but I know you'll kick any fears, anxiety and doubts ass.

I really hope you're OK with everything I am asking from you, it would mean the world to me knowing you're with me and supporting me everywhere I go. I know I keep saying it and I'll happily say it a thousand times because I mean everything I say.

I'll be with you every step of the way and I'll be right beside you too.
Please talk to me Y/N I miss you and need you in my life.

I'm always here for you

Always

Zak xx ❤️ xx"

Oh my god!

Zak has written a contract for me to sign saying that I now take full responsibility and ownership for everything he owns. His home, his cars AND his museum. To say I'm shocked is a understatement, if my head wasn't going crazy already it damn sure is now.

I don't know what to say or do, am I dreaming. This can't be real. I even pinched myself to make sure I'm not dreaming and just like that I knew for a fact everything is real and everything right now is all very real.

What the hell am I gonna do, I don't know how to run a company or business or anything. I don't want to let Zak down, he has helped me out a thousand times before but right now he really needs my help. Just the thought of Holly taking everything Zak owns made me mad, so mad I want to find her and beat the crap out of her.

I'm not gonna let her take anything away from Zak, she has to go through me (quite literally) before she can claim anything from him. I need to help Zak and I'm willing to help him through all of this.

Just as I put the letter back on the coffee table Zak walked in with alot of supplies for me, He really is my hero. I helped Zak put everything away where they need to go and I have to admit I was so happy to see I finally have full cupboards and a full fridgerator again.

As a well earned award I treated Zak to a cup of tea and even started making some dinner for him. As I was cooking Zak joined me in the kitchen, even though I can see he's happy spending time with me I can see he still has that cloud hanging over his head filled with fear and guilt about everything he has put me up for.

Y/N: "what's wrong Zak?"

Zak: "I'll tell you soon"

Y/N: "no you don't, you don't need to tell me everything... I just read the letter you gave me"

The only look I saw on Zak's face was fear and pain.

Zak: "I can explain everything baby"

I smiled at Zak before I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him tight. I knew he was surprised by my reaction as it took him a few minutes to wrap his arms around me

Y/N: "you don't need to explain anything Zak, I'm right here for you and I'm gonna help you through all of this. I'm gonna be with you every step of the way.... I promise"

I didn't have to look at Zak but I knew he was smiling slightly and finally felt relieved about all of his stress he's been building up inside. He's finally free from all of the fear he's been hiding.

Zak: "I promise I'm gonna help you and be with you too baby"

I pulled away slightly to look at Zak and saw one of his beautiful smiles appearing on his face. I kissed his cheek before embracing him tight again before we both enjoyed the rest of our evening together like we should be.

I finally have my happy Zak back.