Tears on you

Get Away

Y/N'S point of view

What a day its been so far and its not even lunchtime yet. What makes this day even worse my boss has been pressureing more and more work onto me. I feel like I can just scream right about now.

Finally when she said I could go for my lunch break I quickly made my way to the staff room got changed grabbed my stuff and headed out for lunch. I was not staying in that building anymore.

I walked down the road for a little while before I decided to stop and sat down on a bench, I took my phone out of my bag and looked at it and saw I had a few texts from Zak.

Zak: "I'm sorry if I seemed annoyed at you earlier Y/N. You didn't do anything to annoy me I had lots going through my mind. All I want to do is keep you safe xxxxx"

Then there was another text

Zak: "I'm sorry 😔💕 xxx"

I didn't know what to reply back to Zak. Its so hard especially as we're only best friends when all I want to write is something that's more than being friends. Just as I was about to text Zak saying I'm on break, someone started talking to me.

?? : "how can I become a better best friend to you?"

I looked up to see Zak standing in front of me. I looked at him with a little smile on my face, but all I can see is pain on Zak's face.

Y/N: "what?"

Zak: "how can I be a better best friend to you?"

Y/N: "Zak you're already a better best friend than anyone I've had before"

Zak smiled at me slightly before he sat down next to me. All I can feel is pain coming from him, and I know he feels guilty that he seemed annoyed with me earlier.

I was about to say something to Zak when he reached over and held my hand tight in his.

Zak: "I'm sorry Y/N, I'm just worried about you. I don't want to lose you, you're one of my best friends and I don't want anything to happen to you"

Y/N: "Zak... Its OK I understand why you worry about me, I worry about you too especially when you go on investigations and I don't hear from you for a few days. I promise you won't lose me as your friend"

Zak: "and I promise you won't lose me as your friend too"

I wrapped my arms around Zak and gave him a friendly hug. After our hug all we did was talk, I don't know how long we was talking for but I knew I should probably head back to work. I looked at the time on my phone and saw I was about to be late back to work.

Y/N: "I best get going back to work, I'll see you later"

I was just about to walk off when Zak carefully grabbed my arm and stopped me from walking.

Zak: "don't go back, why don't you spend the rest of the day with me"

Y/N: "as tempting as that sounds I should really head back before I get into trouble"

Zak: "fuck her you're already out of work, how is she supposed to know something happened so you couldn't go back into work today"

I may not know what Zak is thinking but I sure know what he was thinking of.

Y/N: "what do you suggest then? I don't even want to go back"

Before Zak said anything he held my hand tight into his and we quickly walked to his car before we both got in. For the whole journey we didn't talk, Zak wouldn't even tell me where we are going but then I realised where we was. We're almost at Zak's place.

As I unclipped my seat belt Zak was already around my side and opening the car door for me. He's always such a gentleman. Before we knew it we was inside his place and we was enjoying the rest of the day together.

** time hop til later **

After spending the rest of the day together Billy, Aaron and Jay joined us for a good catch up, they even bought their girls over. I haven't seen Morgan, Victoria and Diana for a while and it was so nice to catch up with them.

Morgan: "so Y/N how's work going?"

Y/N: "don't even go there, I didn't even go back there after my lunch break today"

Victoria: "that bad huh, won't you get into trouble for ditching work?"

Y/N: "probably but I'll make out I had some sort of emergency why I couldn't go back"

Diana: "sweetie if you don't like it there why don't you just quit. You have to admit you're not your normal happy self lately"

Y/N: "I would quit if I could, but I kind of need the money"

Morgan: "Zak can give you a job at the museum"

Y/N: "I would seriously love to work at the museum, but I'm worried something will happen and make things awkward"

I haven't told anyone about how I feel about Zak except for Morgan, I told her everything.

Diana: "nothing like that won't happen sweetie, everything will be fine"

I kind of wonder if diana and Victoria knows how I feel about Zak but then I thought they couldn't know. I haven't told anyone but Morgan.

Morgan: "Y/N everything will be fine I promise"

I smiled at her before the rest of the girls.

Y/N: "thanks girls"

Zak's point of view

As me and the guys was talking the girls was also having a good catch up. I could finally see Y/N starting to relax after a stressful few hours at work.

When I looked over at Y/N she had such a beautiful smile on her, everytime I see that smile of hers I fall more and more in love with her. I just wish I could tell her how I feel, but I'm scared of hurting her especially with this stupid agreement that I've been put under.

Only the guys know about this agreement and they know I'm not happy with it at all.

Aaron: "dude why don't you just cancel that agreement, you don't even like Holly so why did you agree to this contract?"

Zak: "I didn't agree to it her and her manager set this up and my manager just took it too. Trust me bro I don't want anything to do with her"

Billy: "what are the rules to this contract, what do you have to do?"

Zak: "appear as we're together as a boyfriend and girlfriend"

Billy: "jeez, does that include.. You know.. Sex"

Zak: "I don't know Billy, I mean me and Holly have had sex but this thing is just getting deeper everyday and it's all for her benefit not mine"

Aaron: "so you can scratch sleeping with a playboy bunny off on your list"

As much as this is funny. It's not funny for me, there's only one girl I want to be with but right now I can't.

Jay: "have you told Y/N about any of this?"

I just looked at Jay and shook my head no.

Zak: "NO, I really want to tell her, but what with how close we are I don't want to hurt her"

Jay: "but you have to tell her Zak, don't you think she'd rather find out from you, than finding out one day herself when she sees Holly here"

Zak: "yeah, you're right Jay. I need to tell her"

But I just really need to find the strength to tell her.