Tears on you

Lost Without You

Y/N'S point of view

It's been 4 weeks since I last saw Zak and quite frankly since I've left the house. I don't want to go anywhere let alone see anyone, but as the guys and girls was worried about me I only saw them from time to time, but apart from that I haven't see anyone.

One day I decided to eventually emerge from my home to get some fresh air, but just as I was heading out Zak's assistant and friend Bacon came to see me.

Bacon: "Hey Y/N how's you doing?"

Y/N: "Hey, not to bad. How are you?"

Bacon: "I'm good thanks, umm the reason I'm here is Zak wanted me to give you this"

Bacon handed me a envelope with a letter inside.

Y/N: "but I told Zak I don't want anything to do with him"

Bacon: "now I even know that's not strictly true... Is it?"

Y/N: "I guess"

Bacon: "Y/N you don't have to read the other paperwork but it would be great if you can sign it for Zak it's really important and can help him in the long run"

Y/N: "Bacon what do you mean?"

Bacon: "I can't really explain it and I know Zak will one day explain it all to you, but please the quicker you can sign this the quicker it'll help Zak"

I don't know what the hell Bacon wants me to sign for Zak but all I do know it's for the museum as I saw the letterhead. Without any further questions I signed the paperwork and handed it back to Bacon.

Before Bacon headed off I followed him to the car and as he got into the driver seat I leaned against the door and spoke to him.

Y/N: "Bacon, how's Zak?"

Bacon: "he's not doing to good, he's definitely not himself. He's worse when Holly is around"

Y/N: "Holly?"

Bacon: "yeah, but you might know her as the succubus"

I smiled slightly Zak must've told Bacon that's what I called Holly.

Bacon: "you need to talk to Zak.. he could do with a friend right about now. I know he has me and the guys to talk to but he can really do with someone else he's close with"

I didn't say much but I can sure feel the tears building in my eyes. I looked at Bacon and I nodded my head.

Bacon: "Zak really cares about you Y/N, I've never seen him care so much about a girl like he does for you. He's really lost without you"

Bacon held my hand in his and begged me to talk to Zak.

Bacon: "please talk to Zak"

Y/N: "I will"

Bacon started the car and soon drove off. My mind was going crazy, I had a thousand things going through my mind but yet I had no one to talk to about them.

I couldn't clear my mind so I decided to go for a walk to see if that helps. I was really enjoying my walk until it started raining, I don't normally mind the rain especially after it's been extremely hot. But we are at the end of October, this rain felt freezing cold on my skin.

I walked so far and walked for a long time it was starting to get dark, not only that I ended up at Zak's museum. During October Zak was holding a event called the festival of souls... I remember Zak was talking to me about this and I even helped him to plan it, so seeing it all happening made me happy everything went to plan.

As I was missing visiting the museum I decided to stop and enjoyed this event. It was weird seeing some of the staff members dressed in clown costumes and was performing for the guests but as always they all done brilliantly. I have to admit I was keeping an eye out for Zak, I knew he was here but I can't see him anywhere.

Then my phone notified me Zak posted on his Instagram. I opened the notification and saw the picture Zak posted.

I can see Zak had some sort of face paint on but I can't help but see the sadness in his eyes....he seems lost.

After I closed the picture I decided to post a photo myself. Sure enough I saw Zak had seen my post. I really wanted to see Zak but I was also very nervous to see him, no matter how much I wanted to see him I can't find the strength to see him.

Then I saw Zak come out of one of the main doors, I quickly pulled my hood of my hoody over my face and blended into the crowd. Whilst I was hiding in the crowd I can see Zak looking everywhere for me.

Whilst Zak had his back turned to me I quickly left the crowd and left the property.

Zak's point of view

After I posted on my Instagram story I felt myself breaking down again. Its been 4 weeks since I've seen and heard from Y/N last. I have to admit I'm worried about her.

Y/N would've loved this festival, after all we both did plan this together.... She should be here. Then just as I'm thinking of her she posted on her Instagram. I looked at her picture and can see she's not herself, I can see she hasn't been eating.

As I looked at her photo more I can see she's standing outside, she's here at the museum. I quickly went outside and looked for Y/N I need to see her, I need to make things right.

As I stepped outside loads of fans was trying to meet me, I greeted them but I didn't want to see anyone else, I need to find Y/N and talk to her. I was looking very closely at everyone in the crowd to see if I spot Y/N but I was unsuccessful, then I saw someone leave the museum property, as she turned to look back at the museum I saw it was Y/N. I was trying to make my way through the crowd to get to her but as I made my way out I was too late..... She was gone.