Tears on you

Secrets Out

Y/N's point of view

After me and Zak had our own little moment we both returned to join everyone else in the cinema room. I went to sit back in my seat when Morgan came over to me.

Without her even saying anything I can hear her asking me did Zak and me just made out. I didn't have to even say anything I just looked at her as I nodded and blushed slightly.

Zak: "who's up for another movie?"

Y/N: "I am"

Aaron: "count us in"

Jay: "us too"

Billy: "and me"

Holly: "actually Zak I best get going home. I've got a busy day with the kids tomorrow"

Zak: "OK"

I was so glad that Holly was leaving, I can finally have time with Zak without hiding around Holly. The guys and the girls know that me and Zak like each other but they know how shy we are towards each other. When they see us together once Holly is gone they're all gonna be so happy and maybe possibly shocked in a good way.

Sure enough Zak had returned back to us and he sat next to me, as Zak sat down he wrapped his arm around me before he planted a kiss on my lips. As promised everyone was shocked to see Zak's little public display of affection to me.

Aaron: "woah did we just see some PDA?"

Billy: "what, when.. How?"

Zak: "guys it's not such a big deal you're making it out to be. You've known for a while"

Jay: "yeah we've known for a while but this display is all very new. When did Zak tell you he liked you Y/N?"

Y/N: "Well to be honest I've known for a while as I see all the signs... But he's literally just shown me how he really feels"

Zak: "and I regret not saying anything sooner. But it's better late than never right"

Aaron: "now that is true, all you got to do now dude is get rid of Holly"

Zak: "I'm working on that"

Billy: "but dude isn't that a bit risky what with everything she's doing and all"

Zak: "yeah but she can't do anything or take anything away from me"

Billy: "what, what do you mean bro?"

Zak: "Holly can't take anything away from me when I don't even own anything"

Now this was confusing all of the guys, Morgan and Victoria. All I could do was just tried to look normal and not give anything away.

Jay: "if you don't own anything that actually belongs to you then who owns it all?"

Zak just smiled and looked at me as if he's trying to hint to everyone it's me but no one was taking the hint.

Zak: "I made a very risky deal, but I know I won't ever regret forming this deal as I know she'll always help me"

Aaron: "tell us dude"

Zak: "Y/N signed a contract.. everything I own my home, my cars and even the museum now belongs to Y/N"

Billy: "No way.. Y/N is this true?"

Y/N: "yeah it's all very true"

Jay: "so technically Y/N could technically move in here, drive your cars or even do anything she wants to the museum because legally everything belongs to her"

Zak: "that's right"

As everyone was talking to Zak something clicked. I could technically move in with Zak, and Holly can't say squat about it. I know Zak wants us to keep a low profile around her but hey it's a good thought and idea.

Aaron: "dude, you can have Y/N move in with you that's if you both want to that is"

Zak looked at me again and smiled at me.

Zak: "as very tempting as that is, we both need to keep a low profile around Holly. But hopefully very soon we can change that"

Y/N: "I agree, I don't want to deal with her whining. It's bad enough she was here today"

Billy: "but Y/N technically this is your house too just kick her out"

We all laughed a little before I said.

Y/N: "I know but I still got to follow Zak's wishes, if he doesn't want to expose us or say anything just yet then I won't do anything"

Zak: "as painful as it is for me, I still have to in a horrible way hurt Y/N by being with Holly. I got to make it look natural for Holly in any way she sees fit. I can't risk it all right now when everything legal isn't finalised yet"

I have to admit I do feel hurt that Zak still has to seem like he's in a relationship with Holly and its gonna kill me seeing them together but when she's not around it's a totally different story.

Morgan: "how do you really feel about all of this Y/N? Are you really OK with all of this?"

Y/N: "truth be told I'm not happy that Zak has to still be with Holly but it's the only way at the moment. As much as it's gonna hurt me I just need to wait til the bigger picture comes into view"

Zak looked at me and I can see the pain in his eyes but he squeezed my hand to reassure me everything will be ok. But there it is again... that little doubt in my head screaming at me to get out while I still can. As its getting late everyone started to head home, as I was the last person to leave I started to get ready to head home myself.

Zak: "where are you going baby?"

Y/N: "it's getting late so I should head back too"

Zak carefully grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him.

Zak: "please stay with me tonight baby. I just want to hold you in my arms"

Y/N: "Zak, we've only just got closer today. I really do want to stay but I don't want to move to fast"

Zak: "baby we've slept in the same bed as each other before on investigations, why the sudden change now? You was fine before..."

Then as if Zak has just realised and remembered what he had said earlier about him and Holly....

Zak: "oh god Y/N please.... Please listen to me, you know what I meant earlier what I said about me and Holly. You know I don't like to hurt you and I'm not even happy with how it is either. I don't want to be with her I want to be with you. God if I can get out of this shit quicker you know I would"

Y/N: "I know you would Zak, but it's just the thought of sharing you with her... I don't want to share you with anyone but it hurts right now I do have to share you with another woman. I just wish things was different"

I can feel myself breaking down and I started to cry, then Zak came closer to me and wrapped his arms around me tight.

Zak: "please stay with me baby, I've only just got you and I don't want to lose you or be without you again. I want you to stay with me"

Y/N: "I want to stay with you too Zak, but I just need some time OK. I need to process everything that's happening with us. I promise it won't take long but I just need a little time"

Zak pulled away from me and looked at me before he kissed me. He looks so hurt but I know he understands that I need time. I put my jacket on, gave Zak a quick kiss on his cheek and left his house.

Zak: "let me know when you get back baby"

Y/N: "I will, I'll speak to you tomorrow"

Zak: "speak to you tomorrow beautiful. I love you"

Y/N: "I love you too Zak"

After we said our goodbyes for now I made my way back home.