How do you tell someone
You were mentally and physically
Abused?
And that's why you are the way you are
Even though your trying to work through it and get passed it.
How do I let them in
even though I know what it could be like again.
But not everyone is that way,
But you never know because
People wear masks.
I'm scared to meet this guy,
Not because I think he's bad,
But because I know what I could be getting myself into again.
I'm scared to meet this guy
Because what if all I have to offer is my body?
What if all I'm good for is to be pushed around?
Hi, I'm Cheyenne, you know the one who you've been talking to for a few weeks via tinder and snapchat?
What if things get serious instead of just flings and he wonders why you don't like loud noises or physical contact some times.
How are you supposed to say:
Oh yeah just a letchya know thing, I was in an abusive relationship and im still fucked up from it.
And what if that scares him away?
And your alone forever?
Its hard enough telling people but getting into another physical emotional relationship with another person is just fucking scary.
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