Poems...

Fuck you

Fuck you.
Honestly. 
Just fuck you.
Fuck you for making me like you
Again. 
Fuck you for all the heart aches I suffered when we dated.
Fuck you for breaking up with me. 
Fuck you for making me like you again.
Fuck you for saying you never stopped loving me.
Fuck you for saying you'd wait for me, only to get in a relationship. 
But honestly Fuck me for liking you. 
Fuck me for finally feeling like I could jump into a relationship again, only to find out your not waiting for me anymore. 
Fuck me for thinking I was good enough to wait for. 
Fuck me for actually thinking you'd wait. 
Fuck me for feeling my heart ache
As you tell me you have a girlfriend. 
But most importantly. 
Fuck you for doing nothing wrong.

Authors note: I'm actually semi okay that he's in a relationship because that means he's happy. And that's all I want for him. But also side note, we fell off talking for a bit because I work 13 hours and he works too and im honestly always busy or tired.  But we stopped talking so I guess its my fault but anyways his mom hit me up.   And told me to text him and tell him if I still cared about him. I texted him,  he has a girlfriend. Does his mom know or just not like the girl?? But I can't be mad honestly no matter how hard I try,  because I couldn't expect him to wait as I dealt with my demons.  But he always wanted a diss track and this is the best I Could come up with.

Also my other ex deleted me/blocked me from everything because of poems I posted kind of calling him out. It never mentioned his name and no one he knows follows my account. But I found that so funny because I just stated the truth in them.