Just Too Sick To Function

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Emma's POV

Life is a roller coaster ride, there will always be ups and downs

And as you experience those things, sometimes, you can't even tell that yourself changed through out your journey

The way you see life, the way you behave.

You just have to change in order to cope up with the things happening around you

Kaya kung ako man yung babaeng makulit o masungit noon when it comes to my disease.

Habang tumatagal ako dito, it changed and it will continue to change.

Everything just changes when it gets affected by the environment or people, so hindi nalang ako magtataka

After all, Science told me that the only remaining thing here on earth is change.

I woke up earlier than I expected

Tiningnan ko yung wall clock, approximately 7:30 am palang.

Lumayas ako sa bed ko at nagstretching.

Kumilos ako para kunin yung phone ko na nandoon lang sa mini table malapit sa malaking window.

I smiled as I saw my lockscreen, it's a selfie of me and my mom

I looked outside through my window

Ahhh fresh mornings

Pumunta ako sa CR para magwash ng face

Pagkalabas ko galing doon, pumasok si Ella sa room ko

Nurse rin na incharge sa'kin pag wala si Rosa

I was rather a little shocked by her presence, "Oh? Where's Rosa?"

Tanong ko habang kinuha ko yung towel ko na nakasabit lang sa handle ng closet ko

"Mamayang hapon pa yun, kain ka na"

I just smiled, "Thanks Ella"

"You're welcome darling, if you need anything, I'll be right outside"

I looked at what she brought me, just fruits and vegetables, and a glass of water

"Ahm Ella, yung meds ko?"

"Oh right, I forgot, I'll get it for you", and she gave me a smile then left the room

Ibinalik ko na yung towel ko sa closet.

Kinuha ko yung book na binasa ko at umupo para kumain.

Habang nagbabasa at kumakain, naka receive ako ng message

Galing kay Clent

INBOX:

Clent: Hey , thought I'll bring you some ice cream

Emma: Ahh Clent, alam mo namang hindi yan pwede sa'kin

Clent: Screw the rules, kahit maliit lang?

He sent me a picture
McFlurry pala ng McDo

My favorite :((

Emma: Gago, ikaw ba ang may sakit? At tsaka, sino ba namang kumakain ng ice cream early in the morning?

Clent: Ako, tayo

Emma: Whatever, sorry buddy, strict ako sa pagfofollow eh

Clent: Whatever din, joke lang yan, 'no ka ba?
: It's still early in the morning para pumunta dyan 'no?
: And one last thing, alam mo namang hindi ako pwedeng lumayas pag sunday