Have you ever wondered that if you didn't meet some particular people ,if things would have turned out differently, if you weren't so nice whether things would have changed or still be the same. Well I know what happened when i let Alice vile and her brother Cameron in, not only did they change everything by making it fall apart they took my world with it along with my sanity. So as am sitting here staring at the reason why I'm empty and broken i can't help but think of all the discreet way of killing a person.
"Alice"i seethed, which only made her chuckle.
"you still as adorable as ever when you're angry"she laughed, before I could reply Maddy spoke up"what the fuck do you want here, cause if you got nothing to do i advice you get the fuck out before you get hurt"maddy said glaring at her, but she didn't seem unfazed instead she came closer.
"Ooh no i actually do have something to do, and that involves little miss star right here"Ethan was about to get up but I stopped him, firmly but nicely yanking him back down.
"look Alice i advice you get you and your psychotic fucked up head outta here, cause your not wanted"selene said, I had even forgotten about her, when I looked around everyone and I mean everyone was tensed including Apollo,kyle and Cole, I guess they got the drift that Alice was bad news since no one seemed to acknowledge her in a civil nice manner.
"Alright fine, I'll go"alice finally said, I was actually relieved a little, but sometimes things are just too good to be true.
"But what would he think?.. Huh"alice asked knowing fully well what she was doing, she was trying to get a reaction out of me and sadly she was going to win. I balled my fist, clenching my teeth,tears building up Ethan looked at me warily then he directed his gaze at alice"dont start what you can't finish"he said, but she only smirked knowing that she was already getting a reaction out of me.
"But am not starting anything"she said innocently i could just feel her smirk triumphantly. "am merely asking what he would think seeing as April here has forgotten all about him and has decided to move on"she finished shrugging her shoulders, smirking. That fucking smirk. I closed my eyes, body tensed, knuckles balled and ready for action but then I sucked in breath,..she's not going to get a reaction out of me, that's what she wants we won't give in..i looked at Ethan who was already looking at me, worried as to my reaction, but when he didn't see one he was eased a little, Maddy and selene were glaring at Alice, if looks could kill Alice would be dead by now, Lucas and Derek were looking at me, Lucas gave me a small sad smile I returned it, then I turned my gaze to three boys who yet may not know the history we all have,but were still caught up in it.kyle and Cole both looked confused,..well I don't blame them I too would be confused if I heard a shit like that..my eyes landed on Apollo's who was already staring at me, intensely if you may ask, he looked to be trying to read me and my emotions,..well too bad I learnt to hide them..
I averted my gaze and directed them to the source of all my problems before I could even say anything, she said the one thing that broke down all those walls to my emotion and remains of my sanity "Carter deserved better, good thing he's gone now"and all hell broke loose. I got up pushed Ethan's hands out of my way and pounced on Alice, I punched, kicked, tore, slapped anything violent you could think of, I was dragged back from her Lucas stepping as a barrier to prevent me from hurting her any more..
"YOU BASTARD!YOU FUCKING BASTARD!"I yelled ,I didn't care if I had caused a scene, I didn't even care if I looked like shit with the way I was crying all I wanted to do that instant was to make sure that Bitch doesn't live to see another day. She smirked and cleaned her blood stained lips,"what can't handle the truth?" she said taking a step closer. I was still fighting with whoever that was holding me back,so I could pounce on her and bruise every single part of her,"don't ever call his name, don't you ever fucking call his name, you caused this you and your psychotic brother,you took him away, you ruined EVERYTHING!"I yelled the last part,then I took a step closer, still being held in place then I looked at her,those hazel eyes, those eyes that hold the truth to everything "just tell me one thing, why?, why do it?,weren't we good enough for you, didn't we make you feel among, happy.. Huh...why hi..m?"I croaked out, but then I realized that the whole coffee shop had stopped what they were doing and were looking at us then I looked at Alice "you and your brother may think you're safe and you have won but just know that I'm not gonna stop until you both get what you deserve, and don't you forget" my eyes were on hers but I think I saw a look of pain and regret but it left as soon as it had come,she shoved Kyle's hand back, shoved past all of us and left the coffee shop. Everything had eased down but not for me, my mind was swirling with memories of that night, what happened and what they said after,how one drunken party changed my life... Our life... I looked at my friends, they too lost someone that night someone important.I realised that it had been Apollo that had been holding me, when he let go I shoved past all of them, tuning their call of my name out, even Apollo,it looked like he wanted to stop me but Ethan held his hand to stop him. I left the coffee shop ,when I reached out, I screamed at the top of my lungs not minding the looks I was getting from people around I then went on to break the window of a beat down BMW that was at the parking lot, hurting my hand in the process, but no amount of physical pain could outmatch this emotional pain, the pain that keeps drifting me further and further until am nothing but just dust.
I was still crying and cradling my hands, when I felt someone wrap their arms around me,gently rocking me back and forth. I looked up only to meet my best friend looking at me with those sad broken eyes, especially my hands, he put his hands on mine applying pressure, I rested my head on his shoulder, the last thing I remember before passing out to a world of darkness.my world of darkness...was a slight peck on the head and a whisper that reminded me of what carter always said.
"I'll always be there"...
Xoxo.
Esther💟
