Verse 1:
Every day is a fight with myself,
there are too many thoughts in my mind,
I struggle so much, the anxiety hits me so hard,
and I can't do anything against it, just try to be strong and ignore the other's stares
Verse 2:
I may look cold-hearted 'cuz I don't smile that much, and glare everyone to death,
but deep inside I'm just very hurt and the pain doesn't go away, no matter what I do
Pre-refrain:
Every day I fight my tears back cuz I don't wanna be weak, it's so exhausting, I feel like I'll pass out every second
Refrain:
I'm so afraid that I'll never be enough for anything,
I'm fucking afraid that I'll lose myself in the darkness
I don't get over my depressing thoughts, no matter how hard I try,
I feel like I'm nothing,
I feel like I'm unimportant
Verse 3:
I just wanna sleep and forget all my negative thoughts,
but nothing is gonna help me
When I close my eyes; it's even worse, I can't help it
Verse 4:
Although there're so many people around me, I feel so alone and lost
I don't wanna be alone anymore,
it hurts like hell,
everyone who I love is so far away from me, it hurts so much; everything breaks apart
YOU ARE READING
Just about my feelings
General FictionAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...
