Jennie was simply lying on the bed that she had been thrown on only a few hours ago, her chest rising and falling peacefully as she slept. Maybe this was one of her calmest moments, when she would sleep. She didn't have to pretend or try to be harsh, every inch of intensity would leave her face. Lisa would regret getting up to leave in a while, it's not like she had a choice because if she did she was almost sure that she would do anything to stay just like she was at that moment. Turning on her side so she would face Jennie, Lisa tried to be as quiet as humanly possible since she didn't want to wake her up, at least not yet. She looked way to peaceful and beautiful to ruin it after all. Smiling to herself, Lisa let her hand unconciously reach up to stroke a strand of Jennie's hair behind her ear, giving a clearer view of her face now.
"You're pure trouble," Lisa said and let out a quiet laughter, taking a deep breath she could feel the way that her body reacted even to a sleeping Jennie. Maybe it didn't matter whether the woman was active and awake or sleeping and unaware of things, it turns out she has the same power over Lisa no matter what. "What am I going to do with you?" Lisa asked and this time she felt her chest aching at the thought of having to have to say goodbye at some point. She always had that problem in her life, separating herself from other people no matter who they were and maybe that was why she tried to fix her relationship with Evelyn so many times instead of saying "I've had enough". With Jennie it hit a bit different though, Lisa wishes she could do something about it but she also knew who Jennie Kim was and that she would never really accept anything else than what she wants.
"Stop staring at me," Jennie's voice brought her back to reality, Lisa's eyes focusing on the woman's face again only to see that Jennie had her eyes closed still. "Wait, you can feel that?" Lisa asked confused and waved her hand in front of Jennie's face to see if she would say anything about it or if she only felt her eyes on her. "Yeah, can't you?" Jennie answered almost immediately, scooting over closer to Lisa and curling up into a ball so the other woman would be in a position that cuddle her. Laughing at how needy sleepy Jennie could get at times Lisa wrapped her arms around the woman's body without making any comment about the neediness, she found happiness within herself and she wouldn't dare risking it by talking. "Mhm, maybe sometimes" Lisa sighed and smiled to herself when she felt Jennie's lips planting a soft kiss on her collarbones.
"How come you're still here?" Jennie suddenly asked after leaving a couple minutes of silence pass, now her left hand reaching out to wrap around Lisa's waist as well making it so their fronts would be one again. "I've had half an hour to spare, so I thought of keeping you company while you slept" Lisa admitted instantly making a mental note for herself so she could remember that the girls were coming back from the ground market. She didn't know how she was going to explain once again not being okay but at least she had someone to back her up this time, Chaeyoung being evident that Lisa was not feeling okay when she last saw her in the hotel room. "Thank you, I hate sleeping alone" Jennie mumbled against Lisa's neck, Jennie's confession sparking up a need in Lisa to know more unnecessary but also necessary things about Jennie's every day life. It's not like they had ever had a conversation with that depth.
"But you live alone, don't you?" Lisa laughed and lightened up the mood a little bit more, maybe if she made Jennie feel even more comfortable she would eventually let go and open up to Lisa some more. Lisa wasn't looking to find out the most intimate parts of the memories that Jennie had or things that Jennie didn't feel okay talking about. The woman would feel like she succeeded even if Jennie told her the simplest thing about herself like what weather she likes or if she prefers Pepsi or Coke, she really just wanted to know her more. And the start could be the simplest thing in the world, it would still be a start. "Yeah and might I say it sucks. Like, a lot." Jennie explained while nuzzling into Lisa's neck the smile that curved into her lips being something that Lisa was instantly aware of since she could feel it.
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Fantasia"I have never felt s strongly about and for someone ever before in my entire life. You're my best friend, my lover, my other half, my confidant, my soulmate... whatever you want to call it... You're MY person."
