Let Her Go

Chapter 19

Me and Bea are lying on the sand as the cold wind envelope us but the funny thing about this is I'm not feeling cold afterall. I am sure that it's because of the tight embrace she has given me. This is my favorite so far, listening to the waves as it crashes to the rock formation and eventually goes to the shore. I couldn't help myself but smile as I recall what happened earlier, under the moonlight, next to the bonfire that we have made, she kissed me and I kissed her back. Feels like that all these nature given beauty collaborate with my mind, the waves, moonlight and my favorite person kissed me. Everything is in a perfect rhythm.

Can this woman beside me stop being so perfect or else I would wake her up by kissing her?

But I guess universe has another plan, right on queue, I caught her staring at me, giving me her sweetest smile. There's this invisible lump inside my throat. My heartbeat is on its double pace as she looks down. As she touches my cheek, it ignites something within me, the feeling that I will not get tired of her touch. She eventually close the gap between us and I respond. The feeling of her kiss? It's her way of saying I need you and I want you. Her soft lips as it touches mine saying that I'm afraid but the hell I care as long as I'm with you. I reciprocate every feeling she has given me, without any word spoken, our kiss will do the talking.

The double pace heartbeat has intensify as I felt her hand slowly caressing my waist. Her hand is trembling at the same time I feel the heat as it flows in each fingertips. I really like the feeling being touch by her--by Bea. Mine. We're still kissing and her hand is still roaming through my body.  She suddenly stops and I decided to look at her. Her hand still on my waist, almost under my shirt.

"It's fine, Bo."

She's still confuse that is why I decided to give her a teasing smile. I look into her beautiful face and gently touch her lower lip using my thumb. I have never been so sure of something but this moment, me and Bea, under the moonlight...this is an exemption. I climb over her and look straight into her eyes once more. Her head is in between my arms as I crashes my lips into her, comparable to the waves as it crashes to the shore, I closed my eyes and kiss her. I left her lips and that action earned some questioning look from her but before she can utter any word, I positioned myself and gently kissed the side of her neck. I love her scent, if there's a word nose-gasm that exist, the best definition for that would be Bea's scent. It will make you crave for more.

I was stop in track when I find Bea gently caressing my tummy while I'm still kissing her.  Butterfly in my stomach, it's just that, outside of my stomach..very gentle, very fragile, but it's beautiful. I decided to get off from Bea and propped myself up. She's still caressing my tummy. I am not wearing anything under my shirt so she can easily wander her hands wherever she wanted. As I feel her hand roaming around, I can't stop myself from closing my eyes and feel the contentment of what she's doing. Her hand is still trembling though. Before I knew it, she stopped but it doesn't mean that I come undone.

"I love you, Jia." She is still looking straight to my eyes. A smile is plastered, her beautiful eyes becomes more beautiful as she  said those three words. I can say that  she's happy too. " For the record, with all the things that we did earlier, I think we're together now right? Physically and emotionally?"

I chuckled. She's always that kind of person who is not contented unless you confirm it. It isn't a bad thing though. If I'm on her position, I would definitely ask her too because this path that we have chosen to enter, it requires clarity and we should be on the same page. "Do you think I would allow you to do such things if I only want to make out? Plus, making out with someone who is not my partner is definitely not my thing...and yes, I want us to be couple now. I love you more, Bea. So.. Can you be my girlfriend?"