Eternal Poetry (Rap)

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Back to feeling empty and numb, but this time I'm grateful

Don't remember why I hated it, I was so dumb, emotions are a handful

This time I'll be faithful, stay true to my words and ideals, not be hateful

Cause all the doubt and questioning and skepticism has made my brain full

It's what it's, the world doesn't change overnight as much as you push or pull

It's easier to change an individual than a society, I muse

And so I'll focus on what I can see and touch and help refuse

People don't change unless they want to, it's of no use

And I lack power, and perhaps that's good, whoever has it only does it abuse

Why can't we all live life happy and chill, why does life have to blow our fuse

Why can't I be happy as a recluse

I wish I could answer these questions, I just remain confused

But at least my sanity I didn't lose (yet)

I can still go on, unlike those who life chooses

to cripple for eternity without a healthy dose of common sense

Intelligence is a blessing and a curse, since it led me here

But common men don't compose with a heart sincere

Alone I walk the road, with my own cross to bear

Fear it I do, but I must persevere

Someday I'll achieve something great and they all will cheer

And even if I don't, well the journey was worth it and there's always beer

I just want to do somethings that's worth to be heard and to hear

The words that'll say I've done enough in this world and I'm allowed to disappear.