Do you know what it feels like to have no thoughts
I know you don't, things you have to think about are in lots
But I got a lot of free time, and a lot of free rhyme
And so at last, I've exhausted myself and crossed my line
I feel like I know all there is to know
And what I don't know I never mind
And I don't want to teach I don't want to preach that's not my line
I wish there was a way to rewind my mind, if there is please give me a sign
I feel dead inside, and want to feel alive
Zombie-like, I go upon this life
Interested in nothing, nothing's a surprise
Or even if you do light a spark
Inside me, you try to leave a mark
It fades away, flies away fast like a skylark
Once I was firewood, but now I'm rotten
Some things I want, some things I've gotten
But you know what I really want to happen
I want to want to know, make my mind sharpen
I want to want to see, feel a bit shocken
I want to appreciate life, shake off my ingratitude
But its in my nature, that too in a big magnitude
I'll give myself time, I guess that I have lots
But change is hard, and I hope that it works.
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Eternal Poetry (Rap)
PoesiaA raw, unapologetic poetry collection about my thoughts and ideas of the world and myself. I hope you enjoy it!