Loneliness cutting thru my heart
Feeling really alone
Wondering when will I be gone
Cause there truly seems no chance
For me in life's dance
I guess I must have done something wrong
Can it get any worse
Than it already has been
But if I ask this then life will make it worse
Life's a crazy troll, I live on payroll
As soon as it goes so will I
Because what is there, to search for in life
If there is nothing in this world that I love
Nothing that excites me, nothing that gives me joy, pain or hurts
Feeling numb, perhaps due to my mental state
Nevertheless, I'm tired of this wait
Cause I have waited, for far too long, and look at where it has gone:
Nowhere, these thoughts lead nowhere, all my action in this song
They say one day, it'll get better
But is it worth the pain until it does
And what if it doesn't, what if I walk thru life
Like a zombie struck with a knife
Cutting and hurting, but not giving up
Until he calls me there
And till then, this hollow shell
Will live out life as you tell
Either way, I hope to get well
Whether by myself, or by jumping into one, only time will tell.
YOU ARE READING
Eternal Poetry (Rap)
PoetryA raw, unapologetic poetry collection about my thoughts and ideas of the world and myself. I hope you enjoy it!