LISA COLMAN
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No...no...no Lisa you can't be jealous. You can't go throwing glares to every woman close to Logan. We're not even in a relationship, we're just... What are we exactly??
This is what I have been telling myself the whole way to get Logan's coffee but the moment I saw her walk in my blood was boiling. I wanted to yell at her and tell her to not mess with Logan and rip her short red skirt that barely hid her thighs but I couldn't so all I had to do was stand up and glare at her hoping it would get the point home
I hate this relationship we're in, whatever it is I hate it but I want to keep it because it is the only way I can be with him and I can't force him to leave Colette for me. It doesn't work like that. Colette is his fiancee and I can't change that and so am willing to be the other woman ....but for how long
I walk in the small room and find four women in there sipping their contents slowly as they talk and that bitch is one of them
"I have no idea who she is but she seemed really onto Logan," the woman says none of them not noticing am in the room
"So Meghan you're saying she's a mistress," another woman says sipping her coffee
"Yeah, I even tried to touch Logan but she slapped my hand away. And she was here with his daughter. That should mean something," The woman Meghan adds and looks at each one of her friends
"I thought Logan already had a girlfriend," Only two ladies seem to be talking about this
"Yes he does have a girlfriend and her name is Colette," I say startling them. They look at me their eyes wide
"And am sure you're not supposed to be talking about your bosses matters,"I had heard Colette talking about their relationship being under and they would soon announce their engagement to the public when they wish to but for now what the people knew is that Logan has a girlfriend. Thinking about all this is making me angry...I want to be the girlfriend
"Quiet are we?" I ask preparing Logan's coffee. I didn't even wait for him to tell me how he liked it coz I already knew
"Listen Meghan it's not really good to be the rumor monger around here and you three shouldn't be listening to something that comes from her mouth," oh my goodness I didn't mean to sound that rude
"Now if you'll excuse me Mr. Smith needs his coffee," I say walking out leaving their eyes wide and mouths the same. I might have been a bit rude but she deserved it. It would have been even better if I could tell them that there was something between us
How long was our whatever relationship be a secret? It's not like am in a rush or anything but he did tell me that he loved me although we were having sex. Does that even count? Maybe he said it because it just came to his mind or maybe to make feel wanted or something like that. He didn't talk about it and it seems like he will not talk about. All we did was cuddle for the rest of the day and watch a movie until Ella arrived
I push those thoughts away as I enter the office. Ella is seated on her father's lap as they go through a children's comic she had carried in her bag. I smile taking the coffee to him
"Took a while," he says taking the cup
"I was taking my time looking around," I lie sitting next to them. Ella had a smile on her face as her father smirked at me. Did he know what I did out there? Nah that couldn't be it
"Ella...tell you what. Am gonna call Henry to come take you to the machines. It has been a while since you were down there right," Logan says to the sweet girl and her eyes light up with excitement as she nods
Logan stands up lifting Ella with him and walks over to the office telephone. He talks to the guy who am sure is Henry and as we talk he comes and picks Ella up
"So are you going to tell me what all that was about?" He asks closing the door after Ella and Henry are out of sight
"What are you talking about?" I ask pretending to be clueless
"Stop playing games Lisa, the whole being jealous of Meghan," he says and I scoff looking out the glass wall
"Is that her name?" I ask again. We can stay here all day and am not gonna admit what he wants me to say
"Yeah, she's hot right?" He says and I turn my eyes almost burning him alive
"I knew it, you are jealous,""Am not..why should I be when I don't own you," I blurt out and immediately regret it. I look at a mixture of feelings run through his mind as he comprehends what I just said. He walks over to me and wraps his arms around me pulling me to his chest
"You do owe me." He says just above a whispers and kisses my hair
"I do?" I ask not believing what he just said
"Yes and I know you think that am lying or playing around but am not. I can't believe it myself either but to have us is not gonna be that simple Lisa," he says his grip around me tightening. Of course I know it's not gonna be simple. Heck we've known each other for only three months
Am not even sure if this is ever gonna be real. We're just reacting to what we feel not knowing where it's gonna lead us
"I know," I finally say. He pulls away his hands resting on my shoulders as he looks down at me
"Lisa, am not gonna play around. I know what I want and it's you but we're gonna have to be patient okay. Just don't doubt me okay," he says almost begging and I nod. He places a chaste kiss on my lips and pulls me back again to his chest
I can feel tears welling in my eyes but I fight them. Why am I even crying? All I have to do is trust him. His words were assuring enough for me and am not gonna doubt him. Am not in a rush I just don't want to be a secret forever. Maybe by waiting whatever we have will have grown to much more that even he will be tired of waiting
"I love you," he says and I pull away in shock. I look at him dazed figuring out what he just said. Did I hear that right or am I just dreaming?
"What," I stutter trying to keep eye contact with him. He smiles and cups my cheeks kissing my forehead
"I love you so much and am not letting you go," he says looking at my now flustered self. I feel like melting
"I love you t..." I don't even get to finish my sentence before he crashes his lips on mine
Well it's already done. This is not just a fling it's an affair. Let's see where it leads us...
So guys I'll be updating two chapters every Saturday coz that's the only time am free but if I have the time during the weekdays I'll post atleast one chapter
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