Nanny Affair

Chapter Thirteen

LISA COLMAN

I lean on the kitchen counter as I await my food to heat up a smile plastered across my face. It has been wonderful. Everything has been going great and I wouldn't change it for the world....maybe I would because am here kissing someone's fiancée every chance I get but if I were to make him mine I would

I feel an arm wrap around my waist and warm breath on my neck. The hairs on my skin are already up my brain fully aware of who is behind me

"What are you thinking about?" He asks kissing the back of my neck lightly. I flinch turning around to look at him. I cant seem to find myself every time I look at those eyes, I cant even think straight anytime he's around

"Nothing," I say pulling him so I can feel his lips on mine. I want to enjoy every moment of this before it is taken away from me
"We need to stop doing this,"

I say pulling away and immediately regret it. Who am I kidding? I need this, I want this as much as I want him and he's right here kissing me and all I had to tell him is we need to stop this

"That's not what you mean," he says resting his forehead on mine a sad smile on his face

"I know but I cant shake away this feeling of guilt. It's like am someone new and as much as I want to hate this person I cant do it," I say looking down. He uses his thumb to lift my chin up so am looking at him

"But it feels so right, you can feel it too right. Lisa I know you want this and whatever you're thinking is stopping you. Come on." He stops and takes a deep breath his voice almost begging. He cups my cheeks and lays a soft kiss on my forehead

"Logan...I..." I stop and look at him. Color is draining from his face. he is scared of what am about to say, he's afraid of being broken

"I don't want to stop this am just scared that maybe one day," I fight back my tears and look at him. "Am scared that maybe one day you're gonna not want this and I'll just go back to what I was before all this. I don't want you to make a mistake again,"

"Shh...shh... I am willing to do whatever it takes to have this with me now," He says and pulls me to his chest. Hearing those words come from him is a relief, he means them I can feel it but even though he says that there is nothing right with what we're doing... am the other woman

"Just forget about all that," he says his palm rubbing on my small back. Yeah am just gonna ignore all that and focus on the now

"Yeah," I muffle in his shirt

"Now come on lets have breakfast," He says helping sit on one of the chairs behind the counter. He takes the apron I had hung next to the fridge and puts it on

"What are you doing?" I ask as I watch him search for something from the fridge and placing them on the counter

"Well I noted that you barely make yourself a decent meal and you mostly eat the previous night leftovers so today am gonna make you something to eat," He says smiling. No man I have dated has ever done something like this, no one has ever treated me this specially. Nobody notices this kinds of things from me

"Woow" I say after a while of figuring out the right words to say but wow is all that comes out

"Really that's all you can say," he says setting everything up

"Am not sure whatever you're making is gonna be edible so am not keeping my hopes up," I say almost sassily and he rolls his eyes

"You'll see," he says finally

We talk as he continues preparing the meal and we make small talk. I have never been with someone who is afraid of paparazzi like this guy even though they almost follow him to the toilet whenever something big happens

"And that's why I don't like going for shoots," he says taking off his apron and then his shirt and suddenly whatever I was about to say vanishes

"Ummh.Oooh okay..." I stutter trying to get my eyes off his muscular torso

"It's okay Lisa, it's just a little hot in here and you can look," He says awfully close to me kissing my cheek

He places a plate of pasta in front of me and leans in waiting for me to judge it. I take a bite and my eyes widen, this man can cook

"How is it?" He asks eagerly

"Not as good as mine but it's good," I say shrugging and he laughs. Hearing him laugh has become like an obsession, everything he does is perfect that it is almost not really. For a person who has never experienced this kind of much love I am a little scared that it is all so fast and unreal

"...what is wrong...Lisa?" he asks snapping his fingers in front of me. I blink fast coming back to whatever we were talking about and smile hiding the fact that I was just about to release some of my suppressed memories

"It's nothing, am just happy," I say and look at my food hiding the red blush now on my face. He looks taken aback by what I just said and before I can have my second bite, he pulls me from my chair and smashes his lips on mine. I feel shivers down my spine as he slowly pushes me to the wall his fingers tangling in my hair

He pulls me closer his chest on mine as his free hand roamed my body, I cant resist it even though I try to. He bites on my lip asking for entrance and unconsciously moan when his tongue plays around with mine. I have never felt anything like this before, it is like am kissing him for the first time and am enjoying every passing second of it

His hand trails under my blouse caressing my stomach slowly going up to my now hard nipples. He pulls away from my lips, his kissing every spot from my jaw to my neck biting every spot he kisses. My monas are uncontrollable and my between is already soaking

He grabs my boob gently squeezing it causing a loud moan out of me. "You sound so good under my touch," He growls biting on my neck. His deep voice close to my ears is making my insides clench

The sensation was like ecstacy running through my veins. I don't want him to stop. It felt like everything around me has blacked out and all that is left is him and I and the lust that has now filled our bodies taking control of our every move

My hands find themselves trying to unbuckle his belt but before he can come free the doorbell rings. Logan ignores it and his hands keep working their way to my pants but before he can do anything the bell rings again

"I should get that," I say softly and he groans in disappointment squeezing my boob one last time before letting me free. I fix my blouse and smile at the shirtless horny man beside me and make my way to the door

"Hello how may I help you?" I ask looking at the younger man in front of me

"Umm.... am here to see Mr. Smith," he says pushing his glasses up his nose bridge and by the way his voice is broken he seems nervous

"And you are?"

"Oh am Matt his assistant, he texted me to bring some files to him here since he wasn't coming to the office," he says showing me a briefcase in his hand. I had no idea Logan had an assistant, the last time I was there he didn't have one

"Oh Matt, you have arrive I wouldn't say that the timing was perfect though," he says appearing from behind me smirking at me and my look down hiding my flushed cheeks

"Come on in, am sure you have already met Lisa," he says his hand resting on my waist. Matt looks at us then at his arm and then at me trying to figure out what he should say next

"I'll leave you alone to sort business out, I'll go finish my food and start on the chores," I say excusing myself the only thing on my mind being what would have happened if his assistant didn't come knocking

What the fuck would have happened??

Oh my goodness...am so sorry for the late update, things have not been so good and the exams were taking so much of my time I couldn't update on time. But now here I am and I'll make sure to update all the chapters I should have posted the past weeks :)

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