Nanny Affair

Chapter 25

LISA COLMAN

I look at Logan both of us knowing exactly who it was. I was hurt that Logan thought I had cheated but he had the right since I was not here for him. The door is pushed open and Colette walks in her heels making way too much noise. She looks at both of us trying to register the scene in front of her

Before any of us can say anything I feel a sharp pain on my cheek and another on the other side before I can even begin to rub on the first. It pained but what hurt even more was that I deserved it. I was a home wrecker, I couldn't let Logan let go of everything just for me, I couldn't manage to live with all that so Colette could have him

But you love him?? I do love him but he's nothing with me, everything he'd worked would be for nothing

"What the hell are you thinking Logan?" He sharp voice snaps me out of my thoughts and I find Logan standing between us

"Leave my house Colette," he says gritting his teeth and turns to me his hands cupping my cheeks. More tears were running down my cheeks, the pain I was feeling was starting to become unbearable. I was gonna leave Logan, both of us needed to think logically we had to think of Ella and the change she would go through if we put ourselves first

"You can't be serious Logan, you're leaving me for this?" She sneers in disbelief. I could take all the insults she threw at me, I was able to handle it as long as Logan managed to keep everything to himself

"I have to go," I whisper as Colette keeps on blurbing out, the while she had stayed over I had learnt to shut her off, worked miracles then.

"Lisa please..." The desperation in his voice was killing me, I felt like my heart was being smashed by a hammer everytime he squeezed my cheeks. His hands move from my face to my waist holding onto me like he needed to live but he didn't. All this was a mistake. I wasn't supposed to fall for him, I wasn't supposed to enjoy his kiss. I was just his nanny and with all this happening now am sure my contract with him would end

"Excuse me," I say pushing his hands of me and walking out ignoring all the slurs Colette threw at me. I walk into my room and find Ella seated looking at her fingers as she scratched on her palm

"Ella," I wipe away my tears quickly before she can notice and walk towards her wrapping my arms around her
"Where were you?" I ask

"Is daddy okay?" She asks completely ignoring my question. I was hoping she didn't hear all that ruckus

"Yes daddy is okay, he's just having a talk with mommy Colette," I say looking at her. She looked tired and her clothes were dirty

"Is she going to be my mom?" With every question her voice broke. Feeling Logan's desperation was hard enough but Ella's cry for help was evident in her voice and I couldn't do anything about it. I was the cause of all this and without me everything would go back to normal, maybe they'd even forget me.

"Come on baby, we have to get you cleaned up," I say helping her off the bed. We head to her room but she snaps herself off me running towards her father's office

"Ella no..." It was already too late. She was small but she could run, before I could make it to the staircase she was already at the office

"...be my mom!!" I find her yelling

I take her by my side hoping I would get another scolding for letting her come here. Colette was glaring at all of us and am pretty sure if it was possible we could see red smoke coming out her ears.

"Apologies...

"It's all you right? You're the one who's doing all this. Everything was great without you, everything was going right until you came and whored around with my fiancee," I furrow my eyebrows hating how she's not filtering anything even with Ella around. Logan was still standing where I left him but this time his face was twisted in anger, all the sadness had left replaced by this side of him I never saw. He looked scary. Ella was sobbing looking at Colette's burning stare

"Ella we have to get you cleaned up," I sat trying to take her away but she wouldn't burger. She rushes to her father wrapping her small arms around his thighs. He doesn't even look at her. His gaze was on me. What did he want with me??

"I'll be on my way then...

My hair is yanked back making me yelp in pain and before I knew it my palm was landing on whoever had pulled me back.

"Did you see that Logan," she says playing victim, "she just slapped," I could feel the anger build up. I didn't want to cause a scene, I didn't even wanna be here

"Enough of all this," Logan growls shutting her up. "Ella baby, you have to go back to your room, daddy will be right with you," he says and I pray Ella she won't be too stubborn to listen. She pulls away from her father and walks towards me, I take her hand and begin to walk away when my name is called

"You stay," Logan says his voice stiff but his eyes begging. I didn't want to be here but I wanted to know what he had to say. Ella walks away and I feel like I just walked into a courtroom the case being between two co-wives.

"I have nothing to say or do here," I say. It was a shock Colette was still quiet, maybe she was waiting for an opportunity to burst out again

"Get out of my house Colette!!!" Logan all but growls at her

"Am not leaving, this is my house as it ....

"I said get out!!" He bellows again making me stiffen and stand in position. It felt like moving abit would only make the situation worse

"You are gonna regret this!!" She threatens walking out her heels fading away until she was completely gone. We stand in silence, me not moving at all and Logan sighing every second

"Lisa baby..." He begins walking towards me. He wraps his hands around me being careful enough so I don't push him away. I wanted to push him away but I also wanted to hold him. I wanted to assure him that everything was gonna be alright, I wanted to tell him how much I loved him but I couldn't so I just stood there and let him hold me. He held me delicately making subtle movements

"Please don't leave, we can fight this," the angry voice was completely gone replaced by the soft breaking voice. It made me weak and I couldn't stop myself from holding onto him. We were both desperate and none of us knew what would happen. We were both scared but of different things. I was scared for him and everything he had made himself to be and he was scared of losing me. I didn't have anything to say, I didn't know what to say to him so we just held onto each other and cried the pain away

Trashy I know .. but at this point I just wanna complete this book and publish another 😂