Nanny Affair

Chapter Eleven

LOGAN SMITH

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I have been staring at the ceiling for the past hour after continuous attempts to fall asleep. I even counted the goddamn sheep but nothing happened. I cant believe I just did that...why would I do that

I make my way upstairs after dinner, I cant stay in the same room as Lisa especially now that Colette is not around. I can easily lose control and the last thing I want is for the tension between us to even grow thicker. I walk straight into the shower not getting raid of my clothes and turn it on, cold water will do because I need to relieve so much stress right now. I keep telling myself that I have a fiancée but my heart is saying otherwise and little me too cant say down whenever am close to Lisa am I going mad or something??

I lean on the wall after drenching myself with the water and look up picturing her smile in my mind. She is so beautiful I just wanna kiss her. I want her to be mine and mine alone. I need her but the fact is that I cant have her

How would she look with my shirt on? I just want to feel her perfume on me, I want her so bad. I want to hear her scream my name when am fucking. Ooooh!! she would look so good on me and under me. I slide my hand into my pants to feel my now hardened length. She doesn't even need to be close to me just to make me yearn for her

I lower my pants and wrap my fingers around my shaft the image of her moaning playing in my head. I slowly start moving my hand gripping hard on my shaft. I want her. I imagine her small heart mouth wrapping around and sucking the shit out of me. I let out a groan as I feel myself almost reaching the climax and am already coming soon after

I hold myself up with the walls as I take big gulps of air. Oh no what have I done!! What was I thinking??

I am brought back from my thoughts by a knock on the door and before I can get up I notice the tent on my pants

"Not again," I say laying back down and pull a pillow on my erection. This was not happening when Colette was around. It's like my dick has a brain of its own when I don't have someone to remind me that I shouldn't be ogling on Ella's nanny if that even makes sense

"Come in," I say after clearing my throat. I watch the door knob twist and my blood starts rushing. I know it's her and I cant escape this time. She slowly opens the door and looks at me not knowing what exactly to do. God she has beautiful eyes!!!

"Come on in," I say pulling a smile out of nowhere

"Am sorry, if I woke you up or anything," she says taking slow steps to the seat beside my bed. I sit up and put a pillow behind me so am leaning on the headboard

"No it's alright," I say feeling the tension begin to build around us

"I know it's not a good time....or maybe I should just go back to whatever I was doing," she attempts to stand up but I stop her by the wrist. This is going t be really awkward but we had to talk about it so we can at least maintain the little bit of relationship left

"Lisa I know what you wanna talk about," I say and I she sighs obviously releasing the nervousness. I pull her back down so she's now sitting on my bed

"Look I am sorry for acting like a jerk especially after Colette came. I shouldn't have kissed you and I shouldn't even be concerned about you in any way..." I look at her as I talk and I notice a flicker of something across her face and she looks down

"But..." I continue. "I cant stop and I know it's so stupid of me to keep doing this to both of us. Jesus, it's only been like a month and am like this. Am wishing I met you first because maybe I wouldn't be engaged to Colette and I wouldn't be looking at the nanny because I have all what I have ever wanted right in front of me...

Before I can say another word I pulled by the collar and her lips smash on mine. This is ,like a dream, I know I have already kissed her but it feels like I am kissing her for the first time. Sparks spread across my body and my hands find their way to her waist and around her neck as I pull her closer. Our lips move in sync it's like we've all been wanting to do this and I cant say that that is a lie. I have been wanting to kiss ever since she walked into my office

I bite on her lower lip asking for entrance and she gladly grants it. Our tongues colliding wanting to attain dominance, she's a freak. I feel her hand trailing under my shirt to my chest as she pushed me onto the bed her legs on both sides of me not wanting to let go. I pull away and look at her, she wants this just as much as I do. The thought of me being a cheater crosses my mind but I ignore it savoring every minute of this moment. Her icy blue eyes are now dark blue and her lips are swollen

She looks so good on top of me just as I had imagined but better. I wrap my hand around the back of her neck and pull her back down our lips falling into a rough sloppy kiss. I slowly trail my lips down her neck and she lets out a moan as I suck on her skin. I've wanted to hear that sound for forever. I want to mark her, she is gonna be mine and this time I don't care if I have a fiancée or not because she's not what I want. The one I have in my arms is the one I want, she's is the second person to make me like this and am planning on keeping her

"Lisa..." our moment is interrupted by my daughter's voice calling to her through the halls and she quickly pulls away fixing her blouse

"I should go," she says and leaves not letting me say another word. I must be dreaming because there's no way I just made out with Lisa. I cant let her think that this is another mistake so I quickly get up ignoring little me who is slowly going down and make my way downstairs

"...and then we can play chess until you fall back asleep, is that a good idea," I find Lisa saying as she looks through the fridge to make something for Ella to eat. It's almost three in the morning, how long have I been awake

"Hey daddy," Ella says making Lisa quickly look up

"Hey there princess," I say kissing her forehead. "I didn't think you'd be awake at this time,"

"I really needed food so I woke up," she says and I laugh

Lisa looks at me and I smile picking Ella in my arms. She looks down but not before I notice the tinge of red rising on her face. My eyes move to her neck and I spot the purple bruise on it, that's on me and I don't regret it one bit.

"Let's go watch some TV and wait for Lisa to make you some food, okay," I say to the little girl who's arms are around my neck and she quickly nods. I put on an animation and excuse myself when she has settled and her eyes are stuck on the stupid snowman who seems to be getting on my nerves everyday

Lisa has her elbows on the counter and staring into space as she waits for the food in the microwave to reheat. I lean down mimicking her position my face right in front of her startling her from her thoughts

"You know that hickey is gonna take a while to fade away," I say quickly pecking her lips and she smiles. That's good right, the smile doesn't look fake because she is blushing.
"It looks really good on you,"

I add but just as am about to kiss her again the microwave beeps making her jump to her feet. She looks so flustered and am loving the sight more and more

Am gonna do whatever it takes to keep her, no more being told what to do!!!

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