Nanny Affair

Chapter 26

LISA COLMAN

Days had passed since the saga and I wasn't sure where me and Logan were in terms of a relationship. I mean we stayed and talked like a couple and he was being affectionate but it wasn't the same. There was still alot of tension between and none of us wanted to talk about it. It's like if we talked about it everything would change and we didn't want that but at the same time I wasn't okay with how we were, even Ella wasn't any different. She was crying alot when her father wasn't around and she preferred spending the night in my room. She was scared we'd fall apart and I felt her pain every time she had to say goodbye to us when she was going to school

I had talked to Belle about it but she wasn't really much of a help, we were both confused and it only complicated things.

"I don't know what to do," I say sipping on my coffee. She had decided to meet with me coz apparently this wasn't a phone conversation. I thought she was gonna come up with one of her corny jokes to cheer up the mood but she was dead serious

"Lisa you're in a rough position but at this point, you need to choose what's best for you," she says her eyes not leaving mine. How could I do that though? If I chose myself Logan would lose everything and I didn't want that

"But...

"No bitch, am not gonna listen to any of your buts. Remember how you called me the last time his fiancee had called and you said you wished she didn't exist..." She cuts me off and I nod, I had called her alot during that period and she did help sustain my anger "...and now she doesn't, Logan is willing to pick you despite everything that happens so do it,"

"Belle you don't understand, he's gonna be cut off from everything. He has worked so hard for what he has and Ella will have to go through....

"Lisa!!" Her voice was stern and I shut my mouth immediately. I knew when Belle was serious and this one of those times

"He loves you, he's willing to start over just to have you and his daughter in his life Lisa, give it a chance. You know you want to you're just scared," she says her voice stern but soft. I was scared. I was scared that I'd ruin him and his empire, I was scared that I'd be labelled a home wrecker and ruin my chances at a good life before it even starts.
"That's enough crying," Belle adds and I realize that am sobbing and tears are flowing down my cheeks

"I am scared Belle, what if everything goes wrong. What if he realizes he made the wrong decision after all this?" I say my sobs becoming louder and more tears welling in my eyes. I couldn't control them even though I wanted to

"Then atleast you tried, take this chance Lisa. Robin and I are here for you whatever happens," she says taking my hand in hers and squeezing. She has me rest my head on her shoulder as I let everything out.

I had cried so hard that night and even more in the morning but I had managed to hide it from Logan and Ella. Logan would be massively worried and Ella would cry with me which would make it even worse. I sigh for like the millionth time as I try to make up my mind. I wanted to risk it all and start over with Logan, I loved him so much but there was alot holding me back

Risk it. I wipe away the tears that were welling in my eyes before they could start flowing and make my way to Logan's office. He had started working from home quite alot these days and he only went to his office when there was something important

"Logan," he hadn't even heard me walk in coz of how much he was drowned in his work

"Yes baby, come here," he calls and I walk towards him sitting on his lap
"Were you crying?"

"I want to be with you Logan," I say totally ignoring his question. He looks at me, shock written all over his face. He had alot of emotions going through his mind, I could tell just by looking in his eyes
"I love you so much," I say as I feel tears well up in my eyes

"Oh baby," his voice was breaking and before I can comprehend anything, his lips are on mine taking in a rough kiss. I felt all he felt through that kiss, the relief and joy

"Excuse me, y'all are just gonna make out in front of me," a voice coming from his computer says and I pull away my eyes landing on the woman smiling at us

"Logan..." I look at him for some kind of explanation trying to get off his lap but he holds me in place

"Fuck Olivia, I forgot you were there. Lisa this is my annoying sister Olivia, she's helping me with some things," he says introducing us

"Hi," I say meekly. I could now place where I had heard that voice

"I thought you hang up coz if how quiet you were," Logan says

"Hi Lisa, so you're the woman driving my brother crazy," she says and I wince at her words. Was she going to attack me for causing all this havoc?

"Umm...

"Olivia please," Logan sighs kissing my cheek and I blush

"Nice to meet you Lisa and don't worry am on your side. I didn't like that vegetarian anyway," she says and I laugh. I could see the relief in Logan's eyes just by hearing my laughter

"Am sorry, I didn't mean to," I say softly feeling comfortable talking to her

"It's alright, maybe we can catch up some other time. Am gonna leave you two to talk coz you really need it." She says and I nod mumbling a small bye
"Bye stupid," she says to Logan and I laugh

"Fuck you," he shoots back hanging up. "Am sorry about her she gets....

I cut him off smashing my lips on his savouring the moment. It felt like a weight had been lifted after telling Logan that but this meant that a new chapter of our lives had just started. What would Colette do after all this?
And his parents were not any different

"Am so happy right now," he says against my lips his forehead resting on mine

"Don't be too excited, I am scared," I say honestly. He squeezes my thigh kissing me softly

"It's okay baby, we're gonna work everything out. But for now let's enjoy this moment before it is ruined." He says his lips capturing mine and we fall back into a hot make out session

I really don't know what's gonna happen next...