What Does Death Feel Like?

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There was a loud bang, making Yoongi look over to his right. Looking over to his sister. . .

There was a man there, a tall man. He had a gun pointed right at her chest, the guy then put the gun up to his head before pulling the trigger. There was another loud bang as he fell to the ground, Yoongi's sister falling into his arms as he screamed and cried.

"I-I love you big bro." She quietly said before closing her eyes, making Yoongi scream and cry even louder. He hugged her close to him as people ran out of the bar, she was the last piece of family he had. And now she's gone, he can't even take revenge cause the guy killed himself right after.

Yoongi had to bury his sister, his younger sister that he basically raised sense she was five and he was ten. She was only 19, she would've turned 20 the next day. Nobody could feel the pain he felt, all everybody ever said was 'I'm sorry' and 'Everything will get better'. Nobody could ever feel the pain of having to bury the person you raised for 12 fucking years. Nobody had to witness the living of their life being shot right in front of their eyes. Nobody could've ever felt the pain Yoongi felt, not even Seokjin could feel the same amount of pain Yoongi felt.

Yoongi softly woke up, tears spilling out of his eyes. Why? Why did he have to dream of that again? Why couldn't he just accept the fact that she died? Why couldn't his brain understand how much he was hurting?

"Yoongi?" A soft voice said from his bedroom door. Yoongi slowly looked up, seeing his best friend before getting up and running towards him. Both of them falling onto their knees as they started crying into each other's arms.

"Y-You dreamt about her too, didn't you?" Yoongi softly cried as Seokjin nodded, both of them crying into each other's arms. Seokjin is the only one who could almost imagine Yoongi's pain, he was there sense Yoongi was ten. The three if them were a family, once Seokjin got his own aparment they moved in. Seokjin was broken when Yoongi came home that night without his sister, they both cried in each other's arms just like they are right now.

"I miss her so much." Seokjin cried out as even more tears left Yoongi's eyes, he wanted her with him so bad. They both cried their eyes out for hours and hours, finally calming down around three in the morning.

"D-Do you want me to m-make us breakfast?" Seokjin brokenly asked Yoongi as he nodded, whipping away his tears before following the older into the kitchen.

"C-Can we visit h-her today?" Yoongi softly asked as Seokjin nodding, kissing his brother-like friends forehead.

"Of course we can, we can even buy her flowers if you want." Seokjin said in a comforting voice as Yoongi smiled, it was soft and broken but it was real.