What Does Death Feel Like?

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"So therapy again." Yoongi said as he looked into Hoseok's eyes.

"So, do you wanna get to know each other better or do you wanna start the counciling?" Hoseok asked as Yoongi sighed, hating ever word in that sentence.

"Might as well start talking about it, what do you already know?" Yoongi asked as Hoseok looked at him, making sure it was ok for him to talk about it.

"I don't know much but other councilors have told me that your sister was shot in a bar." Hoseok said as Yoongi nodded, looking at Hoseoks scared puppy expression.

"Are you ok? You look as if you just offended twenty different people." Yoongi said to Hoseok as he nodded, calming himself down.

"I'm so sorry, I'm just a little nervous right now sense this is the first time I've done this by myself." Hoseok said as he called himself down. "Ok, you can start talking if you're ready." Hoseok said to Yoongi as he nodded.

"Well, me and my sister were really close. Our parents didn't pay attention to us when we were kids so it kinda felt as if I raised her." Yoongi said as Hoseok nodded, taking a few notes as Yoongi looked at him.

"She was basically my one true love, but not in a romantic way. She was like the love of my life, platoniclly. She was the only person who understood how I felt." Yoongi quietly said as Hoseok nodded, writting down another note as Yoongi looked at him. Hoseok looked up at Yoongi, looking at his notebook before setting it down on the table.

"Why'd you put your notebook down?" Yoongi asked as Hoseok looked at him, softly smiling.

"You seemed uncomfortable everytime I write something down so I'll take mental notes now." Hoseok said as Yoongi blushed, confused but happy but Hoseoks actions.

"Thanks." Yoongi said, looking at Hoseok with a small spark in his eyes. Was this the start of something new? It feels so right, to be here with you~ (Ima stop now)

"Why am I thinking of high school musical right now?" Yoongi asked as Hoseok laughed. Hoseok always enjoyed talking to Yoongi, even if it was a little dark sometimes.

"Would you like to keep talking or do you wanna talk about something else?" Hoseok softly asked as Yoongi looked down, wanting to both talk but not talk about it.

"I don't wanna." Yoongi said as he looked away, biting the inside of his mouth as Hoseok smiled at him.

"This season is almost over, any more questions you wanna ask me?" Hoseok asked as Yoongi looked at him, nodding slightly before standing up.

"Do you believe in life after death? Like do you believe we go somewhere or it's just the end?" Yoongi asked as Hoseok thought for a moment, not really knowing what to answer.

"I-I don't know. . . I've never thought about that before. . ." Hoseok said as Yoongi looked at him, watching him question his whole life.