What Does Death Feel Like?

𝕋𝕨𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕪𝕗𝕚𝕧𝕖

Welp, Yoongi fucked up. His best friend is pissed at him and Seokjin has never gotten mad at Yoongi, never.

Sure, he's gotten annoyed with him but never mad!

Yoongi, feeling bad for his actions, went over to Seokjin's room, knocking on the door. Yoongi never knew what to do when Seokjin was mad at him, all Yoongi wanted to do was to make his one and only hyung happy again.

"What?" Seokjin angrily asked as he glared into Yoongi's eyes. Yoongi looked at Seokjin, his anxiety growing inside of him as he choked.

"N-Nevermind. . ." Yoongi said, starting to shuffle away. Yoongi always got scared when confronting people. Yoongi, not even a foot away, when Seokjin decided to speak.

"Yoongi, I know you're not gonna say anything first so how about you come into my room and we can talk about this, ok?" Seokjin asked as Yoongi nodding, following the elder into his room.

Yoongi and Seokjin sat down on his bed, Yoongi avoiding eye-contact as Seokjin opened his mouth.

"Icanttakeyoubeingmadatmeimsosorryidontreallyknowwhyididwhatididbutididandimsorry." Yoongi quickly said as he hugged himself closely.

(Translation : I can't take you being mad at me, I'm so sorry. I don't really know why I did what I did but I did and I'm sorry)

After afew minutes of Seokjin trying to pinpoint what Yoongi was saying to him, Yoongi spoke again.

"I don't get why I did it, I guess it was because I didn't want Jimin to be near you even tho it's not my choice to decide who your friends are. I'm so sorry for hurting you like that and I really don't want you to be upset with me, hyung." Yoongi said, looking at Seokjin as the elder looked at him. At this point, not even Yoongi knew what Seokjin was thinking, his face was emotionless.

"You probably want me to-"

"How was your 'date'?" Seokjin asked, cutting the smaller off as he gave a confused look at him.

"W-What?" Yoongi asked.

"Your 'date' with Hoseok, how did it go?" Seokjin asked, the smaller deciding to go along with this.

"Well, we went to the café I work at and we went to a festival and road the fairs wheel." Yoongi said, softly blushing as he remembered what had happened.

"What else happened, Yoongi?" Seokjin asked as Yoongi blushed even harder, softly touching his lips. Seokjin understanding as he smirked at him.

"Yoongi, I want you to know that I'm upset that you deleted and blocked Jimin from my phone. But I also want you to know that I'm happy you are getting better and forming a relationship, I forgive you for the Jimin thing." Seokjin said as Yoongi hugged him.

"Thankyou hyung, but why are you being so weird?" Yoongi asked as Seokjin held his hand, smiling at him.

"I'm leaving for afew days, maybe even weeks. I want to make sure that you were in a good-enough mental state with somebody who could help you with breakdowns before I left." Seokjin said, Yoongi's eyes widening.