What Does Death Feel Like?

𝔽𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕪

It had been an hour or two, an hour or two of Yoongi getting drunk, dancing around, and making Hoseok worry about him. At the moment, Hoseok was at the bar with Yoongi, hugging the older to make sure he wouldn't run away as he drunk his fifth glass of water. Yes, it was extremely tiring to make sure nothing bad would happen to Yoongi.

"Do you ever feel like the people in your life are fake? Like they're just a figment of our imagination? " Yoongi asked as he cuddled next to Hoseok, softly smiling at him in his drunken state.

"I don't think so, I think it would be pretty easy to tell who was real or who was fake, unless you're experiencing some panic disorder that makes you see people that aren't real," Hoseok said as Yoongi let out a soft hum.

"You're real, right? You're not just a figment of my imagination, are you?" Yoongi asked as he looked very worryingly into Hoseok's eyes, hoping that Hoseok actually was real.

"Yes Yoongi, I promise I'm real," Hoseok said with a smile as he kissed Yoongi's nose and forehead.

"Yay! Seokie's real!" Yoongi silently cheered, feeling happy that he actually did have somebody with him to Iove him. In one way or another.

"Now should we go home or do you wanna stay here for abit longer?" Hoseok asked as Yoongi clung onto his arm, slightly whining.

"Why would we go home? It's only 11pm and we still have all night to party, and do other things," Yoongi said as he lay his head on Hoseok's lap.

"Yoongi, are you okay?" Hoseok asked as Yoongi giggled, his gummy smile being adorable as always.

"I'm perfectly fine Seokie!" Yoongi said with a happy voice, jumping out of his chair before grabbing Hoseok's arm.

"Now come and dance with me!" Yoongi said as he dragged Hoseok to the dance floor.

"Wait! I don't like to dance though!" Hoseok said as he was dragged onto the dance floor. He was surrounded by sweaty bodies that were rubbing up against each other, grind all over the place and people making out all around them.

"Ignore the other people Seokie, just focus your eyes on me," Yoongi whispered into Hoseok's ears. Hoseok, despite his hatred for other people touching him a lot, wrapped his arms around Yoongi's waist.

Hoseok looked at Yoongi, feeling more comfortable, more safe as they danced around. Hoseok was still uncomfortable by the other people around them, but he felt better about where he was after mer seconds of starting to dance with Yoongi.

"Seokie," Yoongi softly said as they got closer to a wall, the smaller pulling Hoseok closer to him. In a certain kind of way that is.

"What are you doing Yoongi?" Hoseok asked as he looked into Yoongi's eyes showing a different kind of need. Yoongi looked up at Hoseok, grabbing onto his shirt collar and pulling their faces closer together.

"Oh fuck," Hoseok softly said as Yoongi looked into his eyes, Hoseok knowing exactly were this was going.