What Does Death Feel Like?

𝔽𝕚𝕗𝕥𝕪𝕗𝕠𝕦𝕣

"Okay Yoongi. . . We have been lying to you, but not a lot!" Seokjin said, trying to protect them as Yoongi stopped glaring at them.

"We've been dating for a while now and we didn't tell you, it was hard because we all had to get over certain problems and we are finally together now," Seokjin said as they all grabbed each other's hands. All of them looked into each other's eyes with love-like smiles as Yoongi rolled his eyes.

"I don't give a fuck," Yoongi said as they all looked at him, all except Hoseok.

"W-Wait, What?" Seokjin asked as Yoongi started to flip through the menu.

"I really don't give a fuck about who you date or whatever, I don't like that you're dating the person I hate most in this world but there's nothing I can do to stop it," Yoongi said as a waiter came to take there orders.

"B-But you're supposed to get mad, and Hoseok runs after you and teaches you that it's okay for people to date others and so we learn why you hate Jimin so much!" Seokjin said as Yoongi finished taking his order.

"Yeah, I divided to take that plan and fuck it in its unholy ass and tell it that I don't give a fuck," Yoongi said as the waiter's eyes widened, deciding to ignore Yoongi's word choice.

"Wouldn't it be easier to talk through you're problems on why you hate Jimin then to try and push him away forever?" Hoseok asked as they all looked at him.

"Think about it, now that Jimin is gonna be a bigger part of you're life, wouldn't it be healthier for you and Jimin to try and work though your problems now instead of pushing it away forever," Hoseok said as they oooked at him, Yoongi giving of a soft sigh before looking back at Jimin.

"Well it started the same day my sister died, me and Jimin were good friends and I called him with Seokjin after I got home. He had just gotten news that his brother died. Jimin came over to our house and we both had a sleepover. That night we all had been watching TV and saw a breaking news that There were two deaths at the bar me and my sister went to that night. My sister was killed and the fucking shooter shot himself afterwords! That fucking shooter was Jimin's younger brother!" Yoongi screamed as he pointed at Jimin.

"Ohhhh, no wonder he has anger, stress, and memory problems. This actually explains why you never seem to get better and why you keep asking questions," Hoseok said as they looked at him.

"Well what's the reason?" Seokjin asked as Hoseok rolled his eyes.

"Jimin's brother killed his sister right infront of his eyes, and then short himself afterwords. Yoongi couldn't do anything at the time because it was helping so fast. And without doing anything he feels a hint of guilt in his heart without being able to do something in honor of his sister. Which is why he takes out so much anger with vulgar language and hatred towards Jimin," Hoseok said as they looked at him.

"So how do I get better?" Yoongi asked as Hoseok groaned.