What Does Death Feel Like?

𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕖𝕖

"Do you think Yoongi's okay?" Seokjin asked, looking out the window of hotel.

"Of course he's okay, Hoseok is there to look after him and help him," Namjoon said, wrapping his arm around Seokjin's hips before kissing his cheek.

"But what if he does have a horrible flashback? We never really know what Yoongi's mind will bring back to him and I'm scared to know if it'll be a bad one or not," Seokjin said, laying his head on Namjoon's lap.

Seokjin always had a mother-ish heart for Yoongi in the sense that he was the smaller protector. He cares for Yoongi, it's his best friend and ever sense he lost his sister, he could barely trust anybody ever again.

Seokjin has no idea how he came to trust Hoseok so fast, what was it Yoongi saw? Seokjin has a bad feeling about leaving Yoongi alone, but is it because of Hoseok? Or is it because of something else?

"I think what Jimin said was correct, Yoongi is an adult. Yes, he does need emotional support to know that he isn't alone in life but he has to find out how to do things on his own. One day, you aren't gonna be there right when he needs you, what good is babying him all the time gonna do?" Namjoon asked, Seokjin softly sighing as he knew he was right.

Yoongi is an adult, he needs to learn stuff on his own. Seokjin needs to stop being so over protective, Yoongi has another person to help him so Seokjin can calm down.

"You're right, Yoongi needs to learn how to cope by himself for alittle bit. I'll be there for him when he needs me, I guess we'll see how much Yoongi have either grown and healed during this time apart," Seokjin said, looking into Namjoon's eyes as he softly kissed the elders lips.

"Your kisses are sweet," Seokjin said, softly smiling as Namjoon kissed him again. Seokjin melted into the kiss, happy, but still worried.

Seokjin couldn't get Yoongi off of his mind, even if he was with one of the people he loved most in his life. His priority is protecting Yoongi, making sure he was okay at all time.

Ever sense they were children, Seokjin has been looking after Yoongi and his sister. They were his only friends, they were the only people who cared about him.

Yoongi was more then a friend, more then a best friend to Seokjin.

Yoongi was his little brother, and Seokjin wanted to protect Yoongi with his life. That was his purpose after all, to protect Yoongi and his sister.

He already fail Kyoung, and he couldn't afford to fail Yoongi as well.

It was his dying with, to protect Yoongi with his life.

"Why do you think I'm so protective over Yoongi?" Seokjin asked Namjoon, the taller looking at him.

"You care, you and Yoongi have been together sense you were children and you couldn't see him go through anymore heartbreak after his sister died," Another voice said, both Namjoon and Seokjin looking behind them to see a short figure staring at them.

"Hey babe," both Namjoon and Seokjin said at the same time, Jimin softly smiled at them before cuddling up next to them.