What Does Death Feel Like?

𝔽𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕪𝕤𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟

It was the next day, Hoseok was at his house, finishing up his last bit of work for the week as he felt a presence in the room with him. The young councilor looked up to see Yoongi standing there with a blanket around him, the blanket showing of the curves and beauty of his body. Hoseok gave Yoongi a soft smile, making a motion with his arm for Yoongi to come over to him.

Yoongi, with a small pout on his face, walked over and sat on Hoseok's lap, putting his face on the younger's shoulder as they cuddled for a moment.

"Why do you seem so sad baby?" Hoseok asked, holding onto Yoongi's thin waist. Something Hoseok always loved about Yoongi's body was his cinched waist, but not in that 'you have to look this way for me to love you' kinda way.

He loved it more as in he was fascinated with it, you see most men's body shaped's are like a rectangle. Their body types are more build to be stronger then, like a female body type who's is made to be more flexible. Most men don't have cinched waist unless they wear clothes that are tight or they actually spent months cinching their waist with a cincher.

"It's so early in the morning, and you're working instead of staying in bed and cuddling me," Yoongi softly pouted, snapping Hoseok back into the moment as he softly pecked his lips.

"I'm sorry baby, I just had a little bit of work I had to finish so I could spend all day with you only," Hoseok said as Hoseok held onto Yoongi's butt, and looking into Yoongi's eyes.

Yoongi looked at Hoseok in the eyes, taking the blanket off to reveal and near nude Yoongi. Hoseok softly blushed as Yoongi pulled on Hoseok's shirt, making them kiss. Hoseok felt a cold bit of metal on his neck as they kissed, he put his hand on the metal, feeling a ring on both Yoongi's hand and his hand. Him soon realizing the dream he was in before continuing to kiss Yoongi, and imagine them being together for real one day.

Hoseok's eyes slowly opened, him looking down to see Yoongi in his arms. He felt Yoongi's soft breaths on his neck, finding peace with the harmony of him breathing. A tear left Hoseok's eye as he felt heartbroken by the smaller male.

Hoseok only wanted to be there for Yoongi, so why can't he see his feelings? You would think that after all this time they would be dating, but no. Hoseok wished that Yoongi had feeling's for him, but that might have not been the case. That fact broke Hoseok's heart, he wished with every bone in his body, with every drop of blood, that Yoongi would one day see how he feels about the older.

Ever sense the first moment Hoseok saw Yoongi, he knew he was the one. Hoseok hand fallen hard for Yoongi, and he wished Yoongi could see that.