Chapter 62

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Amar knew that the ship had made its decent onto the planet below, but after what had just happened with the fear of losing her Daughters to the dark side, Amar was overwhelmed. The girls woke to find their Mother on her knees on the floor of the Captain's quarters.

"Momma? Are you all right?" Tana asked and came over to place a small hand on her Mother's arm. Tana and Iris could feel through the force the fear and worry scouring over their Mother's force. Amar was having a difficult time concealing such feelings from her younglings anymore, they were getting sharper senses, the older they got.

Amar slowly looked up to both her Daughters worried brown eyes.

"Yeah, do not worry my loves, I am just preparing for what is to come. Why don't you go find your Grandparents and I will be there shortly to go over everything you need to know for the mission." Amar smiled enough to convince them, she knew she needed to go over everything with them and explain in full detail on what they were about to try and accomplish. Tana and Iris bolted towards the door to find their next favorite people in the galaxy, leaving Amar still in the same position on her knees.

Tears started to form in her eyes, it was like everything they needed to achieve hit her at that moment. There was immense pressure on her shoulders, she wanted more than anything for Ben to be back, but to be there for the galaxy, as well with the rise of the Sith sympathizers. Amar's force was losing focus based off her anxiety and it was flooding around her and consuming the next living thing.

Rey could feel Amar's force reverberating throughout the Falcon. Rey had been making sure the ship was fully shut down and ready to dismount off of. Rey stopped in her tracks as she made her way towards the ramp, she could feel Amar and she knew she needed help. Whether or not Amar was aware of what she was expressing through the force, she needed the extra consoling from someone.

Rey waved her hand over the button to the room, the blast doors opened and she saw Amar in front of her in the room curled over her knees, sobbing. Rey swiftly walked over to her and bent down to meet her height.

"Amar? I could feel your force. What's happened?" Rey couldn't find any immediate danger, so it must be something internally that was irking Amar.

Amar rose her head to meet her eyes with Rey's concerned hazel ones. Tears were still streaming down her face, she was at a loss of words. Amar couldn't speak them, she had to show Rey. Amar placed a hand on her shoulder and they put their foreheads together. Rey assumed what Amar was doing, she willingly allowed Amar to show her through their minds.

Rey could see Amar's vision of what she saw in her Daughters mind. Tana and Iris fighting side by side with matching crimson lightsabers of their Parents. The echoing voice of their demon of a Grandfather, Palpatine warning Amar that the vision would come to pass if they were to fail.

Then, the overwhelming anxiety of the weight Amar had of her Daughters becoming what they all feared, having both Skywalker and Palpatine blood. Rey couldn't help but feel the tears prick her own eyes. The pain it caused Amar was immense and she needed to be released from this agony or at least able to share the load. Rey reached out to siphon some of the anxiety from Amar to relieve her. Amar instantly felt a release of pressure from her overworked mind and took a full breath in.

"Thank you Rey, it was becoming too much to handle. You are too kind to help me." Amar smiled slightly at Rey, still tired from what had just happened.

"Amar, we are family. I will always be there for you." Rey grabbed Amar's head and pulled their foreheads back together.

"Always" Amar whispered out as they shared this moment between Cousin's. Amar and Rey remained in that position with their eyes closed for a moment to feel their force connecting them.

Rey rose her head and looked Amar straight in the eyes.

"Now, go and explain everything to the twins, you got this. We will get Ben back and bring balance to the force, once again." Rey grabbed Amar by the hands and whisked her up.

Amar turned to leave, she now felt her mind improved and better fit to go over the mission with her Daughters. They needed to know what role they may have going into it and that there could be failure in their mission.

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Amar found her Daughters running around outside her Parents home, they had on Coruscant.

"Tana! Iris! Come on, let's go over everything." Amar yelled out to her beautiful Daughters, who were growing way too fast for their own good. Amar just hoped after this, they still could find the joy in life as they always had.

The twins made their way over to their Mother. Amar brought them inside into the main living area of the house. Amar motioned for them to sit down in front of her. Amar sat down on a single stool in from of the twins sitting side by side.

"Girls, there are things we need to go over. Important things you need to know about the World Between Worlds. First though, you know why we are going?" Amar needed to start at the beginning to make sure they all were on the same page.

Iris and Tana looked between themselves, but quickly understood why their Mother was going over something they already knew.

Iris spoke for the both of them.

"To bring Daddy back?" Both of the girls beamed at their Mother from the thought of finally having a physical being to call Daddy.

Amar gave them a slight smile just from the warm feeling radiating off of them, it was infectious to say the least.

"Yes, your Father is stuck in the World Between Worlds. It is on us to go into the portal and bring him back, but there are a few things onto how we are going to do that. I need to explain to you both that Mommy and Daddy have a special connection that you may not understand completely and why Rey is intertwined with that." Amar started to explain to the girls about the dyad, but before Amar could continue, Iris took over.

"You are a dyad in the force, two that are one. The Emperor siphoned your connection with Daddy and placed it in Rey. It made Daddy forget you and us, like you explained to us before. Now that Daddy went back to being Ben Solo and died, he remembered everything and the dyad went back to being between the both of you." Iris sighed after explaining so much to her Mother.

Amar was taken aback, the twins knew way more than she gave them credit for. Even more reason to see how much they had grown over the past few months.

"How do you know all of that?" Amar asked her Daughters.

"The force, Momma." It was as easy of an answer as yes or no. The force had a way of being the key to everything. There was no need for further explanation.

Amar decided to move on to what the process would look like for them to succeed to bring their Father back. She needed to warn them, that they might see their Father in a state that could be unsettling, his actual death.

"Loves, for us to bring him back, we have to go back through time to pull him at a certain point through the portal. He will have passed on and we will need to reach out through our connection and force to bring him back. All four of us will need to give as much as we can bear to send to his body, it will not be easy and it will take everything we have. There is also a chance this may not work and we need to be able to come to terms with that. Do you understand?" Amar looked at them as seriously and stern as she could.

"Yes, Momma. We understand." Both of the girls nodded in agreement as their smiles drifted away to a more serious look to convince their Mother they were understanding what was being told to them.

"Now, go and get ready. We will be leaving here shortly with Rey, Papa, and Master Ahsoka." Amar motioned for them to shoo off and go get themselves prepared. Both girls got up and turned back before they disappeared.

"Momma, you won't have to be sad anymore. Daddy will be home soon." They grinned at their Mother and left quickly to prepare, leaving Amar overwhelmed with her desire to be a whole family, finally.

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