Idontwannabemeanymore (Jungkook × BTS)

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The 7 members enter the room in silence. They greet the staff briefly then thoroughly warm up before going to their respective spots for the choreography. They wait for the signal of the camera man and for the music to start playing. When the music plays, their limbs automatically move to the rythm, they danse in perfect synchronization, almost mechanically. Once everything is done, the film is cut and the members stay on the ground, panting.

"Alright guys the day is over please get home safely and rest. See you tomorrow...Jungkook, come here I need to talk to you." The manager says.

Jungkook walks to him without a word while all the others leave the room to go back to the dorm.

"So about what you told Bang PD last time... I'm afraid we can't accept that for now.. Maybe after some time we will okay..?" The older says apologetically.

Jungkook looks down and just nods. He then raises his head and smiles at his manager.

"It's okay hyung, I understand."

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The others went to the dorm without Jungkook.

"I can't believe he became like this. We need to talk to him before shit gets too heated." Hoseok alarms.

"I ain't talking to him." Namjoon says straight away.

"Same." Taehyung says.

"Don't even count on me either." Yoongi adds making Hoseok sigh and look at Seokjin.

The latter just shrugs uneasily.

"So we're just gonna ignore it ?" Hoseok asks.

Jimin looks at everyone then at J-Hope.

"It seems like the answer is clear. But I would like to know what's up with him. It is not the real him, something's fishy." He says.

"Well keep losing time on him uselessly I have more important things to deal with." Namjoon says.

"More important than your dongsaeng and band mate ?" Jimin asks.

"He's not my band mate, he's become a stranger to me." The leader answers, making Yoongi and Taehyung nod in agreement.

Jimin raises his brows in disblief and scoffs. He adverts his eyes to look somewhere else while shaking his head, as to say : I can't believe it. After this nonsense conversation, he decides to just go into his bedroom and leave the others in their strange mood. Taehyung watches his bestfriend walk away. He doesn't like that. No he doesn't. He hates it even. Therefore, he follows his soulmate and enters his bed room.

"Hyung... Can we talk ?"

"What do you want Taehyung ?" Jimin sighs, annoyed by the younger.

"I'm ready to tell you everything."

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Jungkook gets home alone, he decided to walk to the dorm and let the fresh air of the starry night calm his raging nerves. He feels himself losing control. Years ago, if you would ask 15 year-old Jeon Jungkook how he would imagine himself years later, he would never ever think of being as miserable as he is right now. At this point, even what he lives for : music, isn't enough to tear him away from the tight embrace of despair.

He eventually gets home and straight to his bedroom. He then takes some pajamas and heads to the bathroom in order to have a shower. However, as he walks to the bathroom, he sees Jimin and a crying Taehyung get out of the former's room. He looks at them in a questioning way. Even though he is quite mad lately, his hyung is visibly in pain. He is crying. Just by looking at Taehyung's red puffy and teary eyes, Jungkook feels his heart clench. So he gets closer to them and he asks

"What's wrong hyung..?" In a soft voice.

"You- stay away. It is none of your business." Jimin spits angrily.

"Wh-"

"Jungkook shut up. I will kick your ass. You know damn well what you did. If not then use you damn brain. Now move ! We need to use the bathroom."

"J-Jimin l-let him be..." Taehyung cries weakly.

"Y-you are wasting your energy u-uselessly."

With that, both get into the bathroom and Jungkook can hear Taehyung throwing up while Jimin comforts him the best he can.

Jungkook stays frozen then he walks back to his room silently and locks the door.

"I am a horrible person."