Idontwannabemeanymore (Jungkook × BTS)

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"Today, we are here in the deepest sorrow, to say Goodbye to Jeon Jungkook. The beloved maknae of Bangtan Sonyeondan. The pride of our country. A young man who was full of dreams and ambitions. A young man who was loved and idolized by so many people around the world because he was a marvelous and precious man. He was extraordinarily talented, of an extreme kindness, he had such a big heart and he loved his hyungs and family dearly." The priest announces to the very large crowd.

As the latter keeps delivering his emotional eulogy in tribute to the deceased young man, the large crowd listens carefully. So many people came to Jeon Jeongguk's funeral. And each one of these people is crying so much. Celebrities also came, Charly Puth, Steve Aoki, GOT7, Black Pink, EXO, Lauv, Red Velvet, TXT, Ateez, Stray Kids, Big Bang (except Seungri who's in jail) and so many others. BTS is a very well known and respected group not only in South Korea but also all around the world.

Jungkook's family and his hyungs are situated at the very front rows. They all are inconsolable. His mother can't stop sobbing. She is dead, broken, destroyed. So are his father and brother. The hyungs apologized to the Jeons for mistreating their child eariler. They are so ashamed, they don't even dare look at Jungkook's beautiful casket. In short no word can ever describe Jungkook's funeral.

"He was always so nice and respectful. Always helping us, asking us how we were doing. Buying snacks for us, thanking us for our hard work. He was so well behaved and polite. He was a literal angel. He didn't deserve this suffering." The BigHit staff sobs on the mic. He shakes his head, indicating that he can't speak anymore and goes back to his seat sobbing.

Yugyeom walks to altar, where the priest is standing and takes the mic.

"Jungkook was my brother. We were so close. I remember the last time I talked to him on the phone, we were laughing about some internet meme. I will miss him, I love him so much. Even though our schedules were too full, we always tried to keep in touch. I would never want to let go of such a precious friend. Whenever I was overwhelmed and sad, he would always listen to me, he would make me laugh, he was so pure. I never thought I'd say goodbye to him that way. I will forever miss him. May God protect his soul." He cries as his hyungs come to the altar and hug him to confort him.

They go sit and sit back down in the row.
Bang PD makes his way to the altar. Head low, eyes red, face glistening with tears.

"Oh, Jungkookie." He cries holding the mic.

"You were BigHit's diamond. Not because of your undeniable talent. But because your heart was so pure. Now I am aware of my mistakes. So I'm asking for your forgiveness. I hope with all my heart that you rest in peace. And please never forget that I love you. I am so proud of you. So happy that I got to have you in my life even though I didn't deserve it. I will never forget you and I'm truly broken at the thought of you suffering silently all along. I'm so sorry Jungkookie." The producer ends up wailing and the rest of BTS come and hug him.

After bang PD left the altar, Taehyung takes the mic.

"Hello Jungkookie..." He cries.

"I am sorry. I will never be sorry enough for everything you had to go through. I am guilty. We are all guilty Jungkookie. If only I could turn back time and tell you that I love you so much. If only I held you back the last time we talked. If only I was not so selfish maybe I would've been able to save you. I will always beat myself for it because if it wasn't for our incompetent asses, we would still be able to see your bunny smile, we would still be able to hear your cute giggles, we would still be able to laugh at your dorky ass, we would still be able to spend quality time with you, to comfort you when you feel low, t-to struggle to wake you up because you're a h-heavy sleeper." He sobs.