Idontwannabemeanymore (Jungkook × BTS)

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The day following this event, Jimin ignores the maknae. Him too is starting to give Jungkook the cold shoulder and he spends more of his time with Taehyung.

Jungkook loves all his hyungs equally. However he feels really close with Taehyung and Jimin as the three of them form the maknae line. Always messing around together, playing video games, doing bullshit just to have fun. And eveybody knows that.

Taehyung and Jimin know each other since school, so their bond is way deeper, they're real best friends. This caused Jungkook to feel a bit left out at times throughout the years shared with the two of them. He was a little jealous whenever they would go out without him, whenever they would tell the whole world how they are true soulmates, when they would stay in each other's room for God knows how many hours talking and laughing together.

But the younger didn't give too much credit to the pain and jealousy, thinking it was not okay to feel that way towards his beloved hyungs. So he did not let this feeling get to him...

Until today.

This morning Jungkook wakes up sad and hungry. He goes into the kitchen and grabs some milk, cereal, bread, butter, jam, orange juice and an apple. After putting all of that on a tray, he walks to the dining room where most of his hyungs are having breakfast. The maknae greets his hyungs timidly. Namjoon and Yoongi keep quiet while Seokjin and Hoseok barely answer. Jungkook proceeds to sit down, ignoring the clenching of his heart and the growing anxiety in his system.

'How did I end up fearing having breakfast with my hyungs ?' He asks himself as he just looks down and eats silently.

"Good morning hyungs..." a sweet voice greets.

"Oh hello Jimin, hi Taehyung." All the hyungs answer with smiles.

"Do you feel better Tae ?" Hoseok asks worriedly.

"Yes hyung thank you..." He says silently.

"If you need something don't hesitate and come to us okay ? We'll gladly help you." Yoongi adds.

"I know thank you hyungs ! Jimin was there all along and I am feeling a lot better thanks to him." Taehyung beams, genuinely feeling better than yesterday.

"Whoever gave you that heartbreak is nothing but an asshole who doesn't deserve you. Never forget that okay ? Such things happen. The more important is that you don't think less of yoursef because of that. Okay ?" RM explains.

"Yes hyung thank you." The younger smiles.

Jungkook, who's been stuffing himself silently, swallows his last piece of bread dryly. He feels tears brimming his eyes so he looks down and abruptly stands up before quitting the table, then the room to go to his bedroom. He locks the door in panic, feeling his breath getting shorter and sharper. Soon, harsh silent sobs escape his lips and his body collapses and trembles. He crurls up and cries on his knees.

Here we are. Now his hyungs hate him for good.

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"Oh my Goodness girls ! Did you see what's trending on Twitter !?"

"No what is it ?"

"Yeah I saw those tweets about Jungkook ! I can't believe it."

"I know right. I was so shook I never thought he would act that way."

"Can you hoes tell me what happened instead of gossiping like jobless aunties ?"

"Well some chat leaked in a Korean social network, which I don't remember the name of, and apparently it was the chat of one of BigHit's staff. He told his friend how he heard BTS arguing before filming whatever it is. And how Jungkook was so disrespectful and cocky to his hyungs."