Chapter 23
I needed to talk to Phillip so I went over to his house. I knocked on the door and he opened it
“Soph” he whispered.
“We should talk” I said quietly. He nodded and I walked into his house. I sat on the couch and he sat in the one opposite me
“You start” he said
“I was so angry at you” I started. He just nodded “And out of that anger something happened” I said
“What?”
“I went to Taylor” he sighed and nodded
“I had a feeling you might. Soph you may be blind to those feelings but I’m not and he isn't”
“Philip... it wasn’t just one time” I said. He frowned
‘What?” I had tears in my eyes. I didn't want to hurt him and he was doing a good job of hiding his emotions.
“I...”
“How many time Soph?” he asked with a clenched jaw
“Twice”’ I whispered through my tears
“Do you love him?” he asked “God why am I asking? I already know the answer”
‘Phillip I want to marry you” I said. He stopped and looked at me
“Seriously?” he asked
“Yes. We had one fight and I can forgive you. But the question is can you forgive me?” I asked. He was silent for a few moments before slowly nodding
“I think so” he said standing. I stood too and he embraced me before we gently kissed. I felt like such a slut doing this to him. But I made a promise and I was going to stick to it.
It was the day of the wedding and I was tucked into the bathroom ready to be sick. The pregnancy test was in my hands and the little positive sign showed up. Just like with Tessa I was petrified. I knew who the father was but I couldn't tell him since he wasn’t the one I was marrying. I had tears falling down my cheeks freely and every time I wiped them a new set would take their place. Someone knocked on the door making me wipe my eyes
“Just a minute” I called. I washed my face and tried to hide the redness that coated my face but it didn't work. I walked out to get ready and everyone was waiting to dress me. Tessa just silently observed me with an odd expression but said nothing. I was poked, prodded and stabbed multiple times like a common science rat before I slipped into my dress. Everyone was ready and I noticed Suzie give me a sad look before walking out to the limo. I followed glumly only faking a smile when I had to. I blamed my mood on nerves and lack of sleep which were both true but I was upset because Taylor didn't want me to stay with him. He wanted me to honour my promise to Philip and now I was pregnant once again to my best friend.
I was ushered into one of the powder rooms where everyone once again made sure I was ready
“Alright everyone out Jaime and I need to talk to mum” Tessa announced loudly causing all the women to leave. When they were gone Tessa handed me my veil which I secured with the diamond clip. I took in their expressions
“You two think I’m making a mistake don't you?” I guessed. Tessa simply nodded and Jaime sighed
“Soph I love you like you were my daughter and I raised you as such so I know when you are sad and confused. This is one of those times”
“I have to marry Philip” I said
“Why?” Tessa asked
“Because if I love Taylor I will. I made a promise to them both and I am going to keep it”
“I knew you were with dad” she said with wide eyes
“I love your father very much but a promise is a promise” I said covering my face with the veil. I blew her a kiss as Jaime walked me out. Maree went first followed by Suzie and then my maid of honour- Tessa. Philip waited at the other end looking as nervous as I felt. When he saw me his face broke out into a smile. The pit of my stomach dropped as I wished it were Taylor up there. But I needed to honour my word. When we reached the end Jaime lifted to veil to kiss my cheek before lowering it and going to sit down. Philip grasped my hand and we walked up the rest of the way. The priest started talking almost immediately
“We are gathered here today to witness the union of Philip Lucas and Sophia Catterlano. If there is anyone who thinks that these two should not be married please speak now or forever hold your peace” I always thought he said that at the end but obviously not. I looked at Philip who looked out to the crowd which I did as well but I noticed Taylor wasn’t here. I didn't think he would but it was worth a try. When no-one spoke the priest continued
“Sophia Catterlano do you take Philip Lucas to be your lawful wedded husband in sickness and in health until death do you part?” he asked me. I looked at Philip who sent me a sad smile which I found confusing.
“I do” I barely managed to get out. He nodded and looked at Philip
“Philip Lucas do you take Sophia Catterlano to be your lawful wedded wife until death do you part?” I looked at Philip who sighed
“No” everyone in the room gasped
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I know that this is short but I haven't had time for much else atm
