losing you. || markhyuck

4. d.h. x l.m.

I'm currently listening to music, nearly sleeping as the damn telephone rings.

We own a stupid one for the whole dorm, if something involves everyone it's easier to reach us.

But actually nobody is using this and we barely get any calls, maybe once in two months.

And then mostly the entertainment people or manager or staff.

But the perk is, theres always anyone else who can answer the phone so I don't have to stand up.

It stops ringing so I suspect one of the others answered it.

I hear random talking, but to quiet to understand something.

I guess it's either taeyong or jaehyun, because ten is always meeting and hanging out with johnny and taeil's with his boyfriend he still hasn't introduced to us, well me, probably the others already know him, and furthermore taeyong and jaehyun are mainly using the dorm.

Someone walks towards my room door and knocks.

Okay definitely taeyong, nobody else would knock.

"M-mark are you awake?"

"Barely. What do you want?" I hate those fake friends, so no reason to be nice.

"K-kun is on the telephone and"

well and that's the end of this conversation, I dont care what the fuck kun wants and I dont want to know it either.

I turn my music louder, until the loudest stage, and frown because of the sudden noise.

Because I'm also wearing headphones, no sound comes toward me and taeyong is probably talking into the nothing.

I guess I'm still not sober, but honestly I don't know, because always when I drank, I added alcohol if I still wasn't sober, so no idea when the last time I was the last time unalcoholised.

I guess taeyong has to have noticed now I wasn't listening anymore, but he can't come inside because I locked the door of course and I took the keys everybody has.

Before, we made a deal every room has keys for the others as well, if there's any problem or concern we can always come inside, even without others knowing, but after I found out with which assholes I'm living together I claimed the ones for my room back, they have nothing done to deserve one.

Suddenly my door makes a very weird movement and before I can realize what's going to happen the door falls on the floor, right in front of taeyongs feet, who is holding his knuckles and his left foot with which he presumably pushed the door.

Actually I'm pretty thrilled he could do this, never thought of him.

He's talking further, but I don't bother to take off the headphones.

Because of his frowning and his open mouth I figure he is shouting and screaming at me now and I smile back, nodding to the tact of the music.

He storms into my direction and slaps my cheek and taking my headphones, ripping the thin cable.

"What the fuck they weren't exactly cheap?!"

He shouts at me and my brain can't handle the words.

Kun.

Donghyuck.

Johnny.

Hospital.

Headphones.

Door.

Donghyuck has brought kun into the hospital because johnny has shot the door with the headphones?

Probably not.

He screams more, breathing hardly, and the yelling mixes up with tears.

"The fuck I can't understand a single word, calm the hell down."

"Donghyuck is in the hospital."

He is what.

No.

No way.

Why though.

He's fine.

"Kun told me right now."

"And you believe him?"

He laughs ironically "why would someone joke about such a topic?"

"This maniac would do. And why didn't you tell me earlier?"

He pushes me towards the wall "are you serious? You locked yourself into your room, refusing to listen to me and now you blame me? You're truly the biggest idiot on this world. Honestly I cant recognize you anymore. You were a good person. Once. But I believe not anymore."

I have to admit this harsh words kind of hurt.

But I know he's right.

He's now shaking, maybe because of anger or anxiety and his face is bright red. "So I would like to visit donghyuck now. I don't know what your alcoholic ass is doing, but, just for you information, nobody cares about your problems."

He leaves me speechless and I can hear him putting on his shoes.

I obviously follow him, there's now way I would refuse a chance to see donghyuck and I need to see him if hes in a hospital.

Outside it's pretty fresh, but a car is waiting for us, I recognize it as Johnny's.

Another liar.

Ten is sitting on the passenger seat while johnny is driving.

We enter the back seats and put on out seatbelts.

Nobody is saying a word, but I notice how wan the latter is and how ten is brushing over his hand.

"What's about the others?" Taeyong breaks the silence. "Has anyone told them? Are they coming too?"

"We did. Jaehyun said he would take a quick bus and taeil gets driven by his boyfriend." Ten answers, so muted I have to concentrate to understand anything.

Also I notice how disgusting I am, because the smell of alcohol and old clothing stays constantly in the small car and I'm pretty sure it's me.

Suddenly i perceive what's going on.

Donghyuck is in the hospital.

He is hurt.

The person I love is hurt!

And why isn't johnny driving faster, i need to see him soon.

Is it bad?

It has to, if they are gathering his friends around him.

Maybe a driving accident?

Probably it's kuns fault.

First of all he steals my precious boyfriend and then he maybe nearly kills him?

Shows a lot about his character.

When I think I used to befriend with him....gross.

The drive feels like eternity and I wouldn't be surprised if we would've driven already an hour.

Also feels the silence very pressed and were all down.

It should get faster, I want to see him as soon as possible, but the more I wish it, the more it feels like slowed down, the car moving in slow motion.

Then we reach the big white building.

The hospital.