Kun.
I have to immediately talk to him.
Of all the people I would define him as the second most important person in my life.
Mark is of course first place.
I've known him like forever, we grew up as neighbours, and were soon friends.
The age gap of two years has never been a problem for him, so we stayed best friends until high school.
Then he decided he wanted to become an idol and of course I followed his plan and we really ended up getting accepted, though in different companies.
After he was announced of being leader of the kpop group way 2 go, I celebrated with him for days.
I'm really proud of everything he has achieved until now and he is one of the people I'm genuinely happy for, without a faze of jealousy or anger.
He supported me and motivated me while I was still a trainee, also gave me advice with my crush, another trainee in my company, mark lee, who eventually became my boyfriend.
Then we started to spend time all together, and soon another member of our friendgroup was added, the owner of the café I worked to earn money, to not be too dependent on my family.
We four were perfect together and it just got more funny when one of Mark's friends yuta came too.
We used to say 'the more the merrier'
But then the entertainment put mark and me in a group together, and we had less time left and because kun was busy with his own group too, our friendgroup slowly, but certain broke.
Sure we had our neo technology members, who are amazing as well, and we became good buddies with them, but it wasn't the same.
I only met johnny, because I visited his café still often after practice and I guess mark held contact to yuta too, but it was so hard to meet kun, because of our different and difficult schedules.
We arranged a weekly date, to meet or in worst case call each other, but that was it.
Sometimes not even this worked out, but we're trying.
Lately I also spend more time with johnny, the stubborn guy he is, he always insists to accompany me to my doctor appointments and we normally hang out afterwards.
And that's the point why mark won't ever believe Kun is my boyfriend.
If I ever experienced a kind of deep platonic love, it's with him, more than brotherly love too, I know because I have two.
And mark should know this, because we spend so much time as three, there's no way.
But I told him, so I really have to do something that it seems believable and convincing.
So first thing on my to-do list: visit kun.
I don't bother call him, he will welcome me anyways.
I hope he's home too, but I just assume at 9PM.
So I stay in front of his door, already have ringed and praise to god someone is here.
And really, someone opens the door, a smiling guy I can identify as yangyang.
"Hey, donghyuck, damn how long haven't you been here? We have to celebrate!" Then he frowns "well but I guess you aren't here without a reason, right?"
I nod eagerly and he leads me inside. "Kun is in our room right now. You know where, I hope. I will stay outside, dont worry."
In awe because of his thoughtful behaviour I meet a busy kun in told room.
"Who was at....oh my god." He starts yelling and leaves my no air to breath because he hugs me so tight. "What are you doing here?"
Breathless I respond him smiling "can't I visit my best friend?"
"Sure you can. But I know you and how you never would do it without any reasons. What's the matter?"
Wow he really loses no time. But he's right, so no need to declining.
"Is it about your breakup? Do you need advice? I hope you're aware that I might be not the right..." he was actually the first person I told of all about it.
"...yeah. well actually no." I interrupt him and he just glances confused back.
"I might have told him....you're my boyfriend?"
He just stays still and doesn't say anything, not even showing any emotion. Honestly it's scary.
"And now I need to talk with you about the details to make it believable? " I chuckle nervously and he sits down back on his chair. "You're serious? Why me?"
"I don't know" I start pouting "you were the first person who came to my mind."
"And you did this because..."
"yeah fuck." I can't let him speak and point out the obvious once more.
I fucking hate it.
"And you did this even" now he doesn't finish his sentence, probably knowing how right he is.
"I'll help you with all I can do. I promise." He smiles lightly and slaps my arm. "You should say hello to the others. I'm sure they missed you. You remember how you spend all the time you had here?" He looks kind of nostalgic now.
"yes yangyang already told me. I missed them too."
"And me?" He makes some stupid aegyo and gets me laughing again.
"Not even a bit. Furthermore I see you more often than them."
"Well if that's the case...we should go eat something, I cooked before. There you can meet your besties"
I nearly jump out of the bed, because his food is really delicious.
I don't know where he learnt this, because we basically spent our whole life together and I have like zero skills, but I'm enjoying his meals everytime again.
Additional he tries to surprise me everytime I visit him with a new yummy creation and he's a literal genius in the kitchen.
I don't know what I eat together right now, all I can see on my plate is rice, vegetables and meat, but it tastes heavenly.
He always uses some uncommon spices, sometimes Chinese ones nobody knows, or some you wouldn't think putting into the food, but it does work of course.
While we eat, some people visit us to have a conversation with me and tell me how they missed me, me too, and we're having a good time, probably the best time at length.
Xiao jun and hendery also had the idea to give me the birthday present they've prepared, even if it was months ago and we all had pretty much fun.
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losing you. || markhyuck
Fanfiction*°• mark can't understand why donghyuck would break up with him all of sudden and while trying to figure it out he discovers something unexpected•°* contains: ~markhyuck ~other nct members and ships ~angst ~triggering topics started on: 2020. 08. 15...