After they showered together and Chan had made him hot chocolate, they were cuddled on the couch watching a movie. Chan's trip was coming up in a few days so they were talking about that and things planned.
About halfway through the movie he noticed Felix was starting to calm down and get drowsy from his anxiety meds.
"Kitten..."
*meow*
"You feel calmer now...?"
"Yes Channie...Channie makes me feel safe..." Felix turned around to hug him, purring into his neck.
"I'm glad sweetheart" he said softly hugging him back and kissing his cheek.
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Chan had thought the younger would feel better about the situation the next day, but that day he didn't want to be intimate with Chan either acting skittish still.
This went on to two nights before they would leave for their trip and the older was trying to initiate sex, but the younger was still acting skittish...
They were in bed cuddling and kissing when Chan crawled on top of him to make it more intense.
"I love you kitten" he teased slipping his tongue in Felix's mouth as he stroked his waist.
"Mmm...Love you too Channie..." he meowed in between kisses. Chan moved his hands lower, slipping them in Felix's boxers to squeeze his ass cheeks.
As soon as he did the younger became nervous again, gently pressing Chan's chest.
"Kitten...?" Chan looked down to see the boy remove Chan's hands from his boxers.
"I-I don't want naughty stuff Channie..." he meowed nervously pushing Chan off of him slowly. The older leaned back still puzzled by Felix's skittish behavior, more to the point of worry.
"Baby...it's completely fine if you don't want naughty stuff but...I'm worried..." Chan said softly cupping his cheek to make Felix look at him.
*meow*
"It's just...since that night at the arcade...you don't want to be touched and I'm worried about you...you shouldn't be feeling this way...feeling anxious or scared still..." he said with more worry and sadness.
Felix looked at him and then looked away.
"I-I'm sorry Channie...w-we can have naughty time if you want to..." he gave a small sad meow as he reached for Chan's waistband.
The older quickly grabbed his hands stopping him.
"Baby, no...that's not what I meant. I don't want you to feel you have to do anything with me sweetheart. I'm fine, it's you who I'm concerned about..."
Felix looked at him again before shifting to sit up slowly. He stayed quiet as he nervously began to pull at his tail.
"Kitten..." Chan sighed as he took Felix's hands to hold in his.
"...tell me why you're scared and anxious...please?" He pleaded softly looking into his eyes.
The younger gave another sad meow looking at him.
"M-my body feels strange...since that hybrid touched me..." he mumbled.
"Ok...strange how? Like you don't want to be touched...?" Chan asked quietly.
Felix nodded.
"Princess...I know I asked you that night but...did he touch you anywhere else...?"
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Neko 4.0: Honey Sweet Soulmates
Hayran Kurgu"Channie says I make his heart happy!" "That's right my beautiful blue eyed kitty, you always do" 4th book in the Neko series, picks up right after Neko Afterstory: Vanilla Love