"Michael," I whispered, his lips vibrating against my neck as he mumbled somewhat of a response. His lips were still attacking my neck making the pleasure of it making me not want to stop.
I mean, why should I? Luke obviously didn't care anymore and since he was too busy being in a room with Amelia alone, I knew that his excuse was that they were just talking. Well, if they had to talk that much they could have easily found somewhere at the party to talk, not in a room, alone.
I shook the thoughts away from my head as Michaels' mouth landed on mine once more, his tongue pushing into my mouth making me quickly forget what I was previously thinking. Michaels' hips grinded into me, making a low moan escape from my lips. The only barrier between us was our underwear.
I pushed my hands through Michaels' hair, pushing it back from his face as his hand reached down to my undies, his cold hands playing with the band of it. He pulled back, his breathing was heavy and ragged, his once light green eyes turned into a dark deep green, his lips were more plumped from the kissing and he wore a smirk on his face.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked, his hands roaming up and down my body, sending tingles every here. His hands on my body made me want him more, and I knew that I didn't have the strength to say no, I wanted him so badly.
The nod of my head was the only thing that he needed before his lips came back to mine. I moaned into his lips as his cool hands pulled my undies slowly and teasingly down my body. My breaths came out in pants as his lips landed on my thighs, my legs involuntary squeezing together.
I couldn't do this. I couldn't do this to Luke, what the hell was I even doing?
"Stop." I whispered, but Michael didn't seem to notice as his lips rose higher on my thighs, the feeling was incredible but Luke's face was plastered onto my mind.
"No Michael, stop." I said louder, pushing him away from me. He pulled back instantly, snapping back to himself and realising what we had done.
I quickly grabbed my clothes from the floor, placing them on me quickly as guilt flooded through my body.
"Haydes- i'm really sorry," Michael began to apologise, picking his clothes up from the floor.
"Michael you don't have to apologise, it was both of us, not just you, fuck I feel so bad." I whispered feeling tears form in my eyes.
I never classed myself as a girl who would cheat on someone, I felt myself as a hypocrite and I couldn't explain how horrible I had felt for doing what I did with Luke. Even though I didn't have sex with Michael, I wanted to, I wanted him so bad, which is so so wrong.
I quickly grabbed my heels, placing them on my feet and running my fingers quickly through my hair trying to tame it. When I looked back up at Michael he was dressed and had a sad expression placed on his face.
"Hayden, what are we going to do?" He asked, sitting beside me, his hand grabbed mine, stroking his thumb gently over my hand, over and over again.
"I can't tell him.." I replied hesitantly.
"What about we keep it between us, just for a little while, just until everything settles down, I don't think telling Luke what we did right now is going to the make the situation any better." Michael said, using his other hand to take his hair.
I nodded, it only seemed like the best thing to do for the time being, I couldn't help but feel over guilty, I felt like a slut, and the feeling was horrible.
"I-" I shut my mouth as Michaels doorbell rang through the silence of his apartment, making us both jump slightly.
Michael released my hand and went to answer the door, I sat back on the couch, my mind replaying what happened on this couch only a couple of moments ago which made me jump up.
I could hear muffled voices coming from the hall way but I could only make out Michaels.
I crouched down to grab my bag that had been flung on the floor, when I stood back up, the living room door opened and my eyes met the blue eyes that I didn't want to see.
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Oh, look, I finally updated.
So um this is nearly coming to an end, there's only a couple of more chapters left, so I'm dragging it out because I don't want to end it :((
(Check out wanderlust though cause I'm actually proud of it and I think I might really like it, it's on my page))
How are all of you? I hope you all had a lovely christmas! and I hope that your 2015 is going good for you!
