Driving Me Crazy

Chapter 36

Almost two weeks have gone by since my blow up at Camila. Every text is left unread, every call goes straight to voicemail. The gifts I keep sending her have now managed to be "returned to sender" or never signed for. Every time I get a gift back, it's like a punch to the gut or a knife to my heart. I'm trying, I'm really trying, can't she see that? I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't want her back!

The only think I'm thankful for at this point is that James and Mario Cabello have stayed away. I've been watching Indy 500 qualifying from my room and I know that James got the pole position with Connor and Niall staring 5th and 6th. The big race is this weekend and seeing as it's now Thursday, I know that the parade and some other big events are happening.

I also know that in the last two weeks Camila has been dubbed America's Racing Sweetheart and that Formula 1 racer Luca Alessandro from Italy came via the same plane as James' girlfriend Becca. Seeing pictures of him getting off the plane made me worry, well... more than worry! Dude, this guy is built like a brick wall and if I wasn't straight, I'm pretty sure I'd go gay just for him. He's like a Greek God.

I'm uneasy because I've heard that Camila has been spending a lot of time with this Luca character. Niall came to visit the other day, and besides telling me about his amazing relationship with Emma, he's been keeping me updated on Camila. He's told me that Emma told him when Becca and Luca got off the plane here in Indy, Camila's mouth dropped open and she had heart eyes... she's only supposed to have those for me.

I got so mad when I heard that, my dinner tray got thrown across the room and I now have to pay for a few holes in the wall in my bathroom where my fists have left damage because the more I hear about how happy Camila seems to be, the more I get pissed off it's not me who is making her happy.

Connor and Aaliyah both told me about their run ins with her at the store the day after my explosion. Connor said she looked "as hot as always" and Liyah told me that she looked unaffected and happy.

Can she really be moving on that quickly? Doesn't she know I love her?

"Well no.. you idiot of course she doesn't know, you blew your chance to tell her!" Emma had told me one night when she came with Niall to see me. I was very afraid I might lose my balls that night, but it turns out that Emma just came along to gather the rest of Camila's things she had left in my room.

Little does she know that I kept something of Camila's and I'm planning on using it to help me win her back. That is... if she's ever speak to me again. I also found out from Emma that Camila blocked my number which would explain why she hasn't even read my text messages.

I'm currently at therapy with Larry. I've definitely made some big improvements, but it's still a long road to recovery. He helps me walk over to try balance bars and my heart sinks. I haven't been back here since that day and all I want is to see Camila at the other side waiting for me with open arms and puckered lips, but I know that's not going to happen and I silently pray for someone to wake me up from this nightmare.

However, that doesn't happen because as soon as I get to my room Niall, Connor and a few more of our racing buddies are in my room gawking over some magazine.

"Dude...Shawn is not going to be happy with this. Camila looks hot a fuck though, holy shit. Who knew Cabello had a body like that?" One of the guys said.

"I'm not going to be happy about what?" I ask.

Everyone turns to look at me and they all look guilty and sad. I'm starting to get a weird feeling was over me as Niall walks forward and hands me what they've just been looking at.

"Sorry man. Looks like America's Racing Sweetheart and Italy's Sexiest Driver are getting quiet comfy." He sighs.

I rip through the magazine and find myself at a lost for words. I'm a mixture of emotions. A large scale national magazine has decide for run an article about the female Cabello who works for the IndyCar safety team, and could make a living as a model, and the new hot shot driver from Italy, here for at least race weekend for the Indianapolis 500.

I'm not ready for what I'm about to see, but I open the pages anyway.

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A/n: The pics Shawn's looking at are in the next chapter.

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