Young IndyCar driver Shawn Mendes has it all. Amazing family and friends, money, fame and beautiful girls at his beck and call. Well... all except for a certain brunette who seems immune to his popularity and charm.
Camila, an avid race fan grew u...
It's finally race weekend and I couldn't be more excited!! The photoshoot of Luca and I has gone viral and I'm secretly proud of myself for being so vulnerable. Usually I wouldn't have said yes to something like this, but Luca is amazing and I couldn't help but want to spend more time with him. I mean.... have you seen him?!
Even though Luca has been consuming most of my thoughts, and I have the weekend off for the race; my mind can't help but wander to Shawn every now and then and thinking about how I should be spending the weekend watching him and my brother duking it out on the race track.
I'm still blocking his calls and texts, and he's still continued with all the gifts; I've stopped sending them back to him....I know he's trying, but I'm still hurt.
Emma and I are currently at the store trying on dresses for the Indy 500 Gala, and she keeps mentioning "Niall this" and "Niall that". What she didn't realize is that she slipped that she went to see Shawn again. We had only agreed on the one time to get the rest of my stuff from his room, so the second time came as a shock to me.
"What do you mean you saw him again?" I asked her.
"What?" She faked clueless.
"You said you saw Shawn again." I repeated.
"Oh...yeah..." she sighs. "I did." She takes a deep breath. "Girl, he really misses you and all I keep hearing is how sorry he is. I mean the guy has probably sent you the entire Build-A-Bear store, the whole Ghirardelli store of chocolates and bought out half the flower shops in the city....and you still won't talk to him." She points out.
I sigh... "I know Em, but I don't want things from him, I want actions. If he wants me back, he needs to show me with more than just gifts." I say frustrated.
"Then unblock him and read his texts, or for the love, answer when he calls you!" She says loudly in exasperation. "Niall keeps telling me how sad and moody Shawn has been since he lost you, maybe it's time to give the guy a break." She admits.
"Maybe..." I sigh. "I don't know Em, I don't think I can handle getting hurt by him again." Looking away from her, my eyes land on the perfect dress. It's absolutely beautiful, a little too out of my comfort zone, but also just what I'm looking for. As much as I like Luca, I think this may be the thing that breaks Shawn when he sees pictures of me in it.
I grab it off the rack and grab Emma's hand as we walk to the dressing room. She comes out in a beautiful blue dress and I come out in my white one. Smiles instantly cross our faces as we admire ourselves and each other.
"Wow! We look ah-MAZING!" Emma squeals! "The guys are going to die when they see us!"
"That's the plan" I chuckle as we head back to our changing rooms, dress in our regular clothes, pay for our dresses and head to the parking lot.
"See you later girl!" I say as I get in my car. My phone dings and it's a text from Luca. Attached are a few more photos from the shoot.
Just wanted to share these beauties with my Bella! See you this afternoon on the track 💕
I smile as I flip through the photos, a devilish smirk crossing my face. In that moment, I unblock Shawn for my social media, and my contacts.
Let's see how he feels about these... I think to myself as I open Instagram and start a new post.
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