Driving Me Crazy

Chapter 42

Ever since we started going down on each other, I've been insatiable.  Whenever we are alone, I want her; naked, on her hands and knees or riding my face. 

I'm currently exploring her glistening folds, waking her up before the real breakfast comes.  Going down on her is one of my favorite things and sometimes I just want to eat her, and nothing else.

We've talked about and decided to hold off on having sex until I get released;  which is set for a couple of weeks from now.  Today marks almost three months since I was transferred here and I'm happy to report I now only walk with the assistance of a cane.  I'm back to doing my daily workouts with my PitFit trainers and all of my doctors are extremely happy and albeit surprised at my progress. 

I guess having a reason to get up in the morning and someone to love really helps in the recovery process. 

If I had known that losing Camila would affect me so badly, I would have never let her go, not even for that day.  If I had known that she was such a sex goddess, I definitely would have fought so much harder for her.  Not having sex I can tell is killing us both, but after my girlfriend proposal, I know that she needs and deserves a hell of a first time with me; and I intend to give that to her.

As I'm working her clit, I feel her hand come down and curl into my hair.  She tugs hard when I hit a particularly sensitive spot inside her with my fingers and she moans out breathlessly "Mmm so good Shawwwnnnn, uhhhh baby please!" I groan in response, letting the sounds vibrate against her which she loves.

I secretly love when she moans out my name and draws it out.  I love that I'm the only one that can pleasure her now; and I never would have let any of those other girls touch me, even after all these years, had I known how good she felt dry humping me or sucking my dick, or how amazing she tastes compared to the others.

Too much?  Yeah sorry!  You try being confined to a bed for months or locked away in a room for months and having very little sexy time!  I take what I can get!

"Baby, baby fuck....I'm gonna cum!" She moans out bucking her hips into my mouth.  I moan against her clit and whisper "Cum for me baby" against her southern lips. She tugs my curls again and this spurs me on; my fingers curling inside her faster, my tongue playing with her clit just how she likes and within minutes she's unraveling before me.  Her hands gripping the sheets and her body quakes from the pleasure I've triggered. 

She's still coming down from her high as I clean her up and guide her to get up and go to the bathroom while I take care of the towel I managed to place underneath her prefect ass for occasions like this.

She returns from the bathroom, still naked as her long flowy brunette curls cover her shoulders and her breasts.  She looks ethereal and I have to try and calm myself so not as to slam her on this bed and have my way with her.  This waiting is killing me, but it's one of the many things I want to do right with her. 

I love her so fucking much.

She walks over to me and kisses me.  Humming appreciatively as she takes my T-shirt from the chair next or the bed and slips it on.

"Why?" I whine.

"Why what baby?" She sighs.

"Why must you cover up that goddess like body of yours?" I whimper as I hold her in my arms and graciously start kissing her neck.  My hands cupping her ass cheeks.

She giggles.  She loves when I grab her butt, and I must say, I like it too!

"Because baby, we have to get ready!  Remember, we get to take you out on the boat today!" She says as she guides my lips back to hers.  "And you get to see me in a bikini." She whispers in my ear; her voice raspy and dripping with lust.

I freeze against her.  What?  Why did she not mention this before!

"You are an evil woman!" I smirk against her lips. 

The thought of seeing her tanned, well built body, in a bikini already has me seeing stars.  She's been going back to PitFit training as well and often times we have couple sessions with Emma and Niall.  Connor comes along too, but not as much because he hates being a 5th wheel.

We are meeting them all at the lake today, including my family, Emma's family and Camila's family. 

Ever since my apology and the planning leading up to it, my family and her family have been spending more time together.  James has turned out to be one of my good friends and Mario has started to give me tips for when I'm ready to get back to racing; considering he went through a similar accident in his youth; which I later found out had a huge part in why Camila was by my side after my accident.

Sinu and my mom Karen have been pretty much inseparable now and Aaliyah gets along great with James' now fiancé Becca, and of course Emma and my Mila.

We have a bit of a drive to get to the Cabello's lake house, but we are being driven, just Camila and I; so I plan on using every second to my advantage.

We both shower and change before Larry comes for a quick PT session and the driver comes to pick us up.  He's driving us back to our neighborhood so we can pack bags for the day.

I'm excited to see my home, even briefly and the plan after that is to meet at the Cabello's mansion and head to the lake from there.

Handing me my cane after Larry leaves, she walks over and kisses me again.  "I'm so insanely attracted to you." She whispers.  "That was hot, watching you walk with no help." She says as she runs her hands down my chest, her chocolate brown eyes drawing me in.

"I'm so insanely in love with you!  Thank you for being my hero!" I say back lovingly as I pull her in for a long kiss.

A knock on the door separates us.

"Time to go Mr. Mendes!" The nurse says from behind the door.

We grab some last minute things and Camila makes sure to have all my emergency contact information in her purse as we walk hand in hand out of my room and to the big black Escalade waiting for us outside.

Before I get into the SUV, I take a moment to just breathe in the fresh air, the sunshine and the warmth against my skin.  I've been allowed to be out and about before this day, but something about getting to leave the grounds and getting to do it with my girlfriend feels so emotional and kind of overwhelming all at once.

I'm so happy to be alive, I'm forever grateful to Camila for saving my life and I'm so thankful she's still in it.

As I open my eyes and look back towards the car, I see Camila already in the back seat, using her finger to signal me to "come hither" and I can't help but get into the car as fast as I can.  Safely of course. 

Once I'm in and buckled up, we draw the divider up to block us from the driver and Camila grabs my hand as we snuggle close.

"I'm excited for today." She says, leaning her head against my shoulder.   I lean down and kiss her forehead as I pull her closer.  "I'm excited too!  Especially to see you in that bikini!" I wink as she playfully slaps my arm.

We spend the car ride to my house making out and I feel like a teenager, but I have no shame because I'm getting better and stronger every day and I have the girl of my dreams and my hero wrapped up in my arms; ready for our next adventure.