marvel x reader one shots

In Your Head (Bucky Barnes)

Bucky Barnes X Reader

Warnings: mentions of trauma?

Now I know what you're thinking, there's no balance here and like wayyyyy to much Bucky content. Hear me out though. All of these chapters have been written over around three months and I have 80 written ones that need to be edited or changed. Apparently at some point I just wrote a bunch of Bucky content and I've been trying to space it out ever since. Please don't hate me.

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(Y/N) was a mind-reader. It came in handy especially considering she was better at it than both Wanda and Loki. She could see every memory or thought anyone had ever had and walk through it, even if said person didn't even remember that it had happened, because everything is stored somewhere it's just a matter of finding it.

She'd just come out of an 'interrogation' although there wasn't much interrogating. She'd gotten everything they needed and it had left a dull ache in her heart.

"Good job kid" Tony said giving her shoulder a comforting squeeze. She smiled in return before scurrying off to find Bucky. The pair of them were close friends and he could always cheer her up at least a little bit.

"Hey Bucky" she said as she cautiously pushed open his bedroom door. Her smile was only half fake when she laid eyes on him. She would never understand how a man could look so effortlessly handsome.

"Everything alright?" He patted the spot on the bed next to him and beckoned her over. Complying she placed herself on the mattress with her back against the headboard mimicking his position. He wasn't having any of it and pulled her small frame into his side so her head was rested against his chest.

"Just got back from an interrogation" she hummed "you okay?" (Y/N) added trying to divert attention away from her in hopes of not revealing that she wasn't okay. Bucky let out a sigh causing (Y/N) to sit up and face him, concern etched into her features.

"Just thinking" he replied solemnly.

"Can I see?" (Y/N) asked, pulling her (H/C) hair into a messy ponytail. The question took both of them by suprise, she'd never asked to look in his head before, she wasn't even sure why the words had come out of her mouth.

"You won't like what you see doll" Bucky half growled.

"Then no one should have to go through it alone. I'm a big girl I can handle it" (Y/N) assured, giving in Bucky nodded his head.

(Y/N) placed her knees either side of Bucky's waist, effectively and unintentionally straddling him. He gripped her waist to steady her as she placed both her hands on his head.

She had some idea of what she would see, but it wasn't the horrors of Hydra that caused tears to stream down her face, it was how Bucky blamed himself that had her crying. He'd done horrible terrible things and after it all he still blamed himself. She delved deeper and deeper knowing Bucky could stop her at any moment if he wanted.

Bucky sat on the bed watching (Y/N) as her face scrunched in concern and tears ran down it. He could stop her, but at the same time the more she saw the more she could understand and no one could ever really understand. It was selfish of him to let her keep going, but she wasn't stopping so neither was he.

As she crossed from room to room she stumbled upon a door. A door that looked very out of place, she pushed it open. Bucky must've placed it there either intentionally or otherwise because it lead to another memory.

Of her.

The pair of them were laughing. (Y/N) failed to notice at what, all she could focus on was Bucky's overwhelming thoughts. All he had wanted to do in that moment was kiss her.

Bucky watched as a smile dawned upon (Y/N)s face and her tears dried up. She removed her hands from his head and her eyes fluttered open. He didn't know what she had seen, but now he was worried he had accidentally driven her insane.

Before he could say or do anything she had leaned in and connected their lips, but cringed when he pulled back almost immediately.

"I don't want sympathy kisses (Y/N)" his voice was stern as he pushed her back off of him. She hit the mattress with a grunt before climbing up off the bed.

"Who said anything about sympathy" she huffed in response, offended that he would even think she was the type to do that.

"I shouldn't have let you see what you saw" he sighed dropping his head and running a hand through his hair. The mattress moved under (Y/N)'s weight as she sat back down.

"What I saw, was that you reciprocate my feelings. Bucky" she lifted his head up to face her "I love you" she admitted, she dropped his head from her hands and turned away.

After allowing her words to sink in, Bucky took her hands in his causing her to look up at him. Seeing the opportunity he placed his lips on hers once more.

"I love you too" he mumbled against her mouth.