Fall for me

PART 19

This was too fast right????

Well, it's short but I just wanted you to have Liam's thoughts about the whole kiss thing.

I hope you like it :D

Song on the side "Lithium" by Evanescence.

NOT EDITED!

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PART 19

Liam's P.O.V.

What did we just do?!

What kind of a person am I?!

After pushing the only girl I've ever loved off the stairs I kissed her best friend/my best friend/ my brother's girlfriend...

I am such a pathetic excuse for a man...

Dammit!

Why didn't it feel weird or something?! Kissing your best friend should be alien-ish, weird, extraordinary, odd, bizarre!

But no...

It felt natural... Not right, but natural. Like my lips were made for it...

Touching the skin of your best friend's waist should feel weird, it should NOT turn you on! Fuck, if we hadn't pulled away I would have got really hard!

Damn! What the hell am I thinking?!

"We have to figure out how you'll get to see her without getting caught by her father" Hadley stated (we were going back to the hospital at that moment)

"Hadley, we need to t-"

"Not now" she cut me off

She was chewing her lower lip trying to hold her tears back. I felt the need to pull on the side of the road and hug her but I shook my head immediately knocking the thoughts out of my head.

Arriving at the hospital, Hadley found Shay's dad and started arguing with him. I grabbed the chance and sneaked into the ICU. I shut the door behind me and leaned against it. I looked at her... My 'happiness' was now lying motionless on the bed of the ICU with cables attached to her slim and pale body. And it was all my fault...

Beep, beep, beep...

That machine was now counting her heartbeats. It was better when I had her in my arms and I could hear her heart beating every time I kissed her...

I sat next to her and caressed her hair.

"I'm sorry happiness... I really am... I didn't mean to hurt you, I swear. I just wanted to protect you. Dammit! You are always so graceful, why did you have to be clumsy and loose your balance this time?! What the hell am I talking about?! It's all my fault... A-Anyway... I've heard that people at coma can hear others talking to them so..."

I took a deep breath wishing she could really listen to me...

"Before the bastard got in you asked if I really fell for you... Yes, Shay... I did... I fell for you... Really hard. When I first saw you I just thought you were hot and I wanted you but when we kissed in the garage everything changed. I stopped staring at your body and started getting lost into your beautiful eyes. And before I could stop it, boom, I loved you. And I still love you and that's why I'm sorry for what h-happened today... I didn't mean to... And neither did Hadley! She loves my brother and I love you... I don't even know why we kissed. We were just too close to each other and we were both really upset. I don't even know who moved. And I'm such an awful person and all, but I'm sorry for kissing her. I mean she is my bro's girlfriend and I am in love with you and that's so not me!! I;ve known Hadley for 16 years and I never thought about her this way. Ever! I'm really sorry for doing what I did and most of all... I'm sorry for enjoying the kiss" I said with tears forming into my eyes again

Beeeeeep....

What's going on?!

Beeeeeeeeeeeeep...

What's this?!

The line of the cardiograph was too straight...

OH

MY

FREAKING

GOD

!!!!!!!

"Doctor!" I yelled while shaking her.

"Come on Shay, come on!"

Nothing!

"Doctor, please! Someone! HELP!" I yelled

HELP!

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep...

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I know it's short but hey, two updates in two days? I think I deserve something for it, don't I???

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