We 7 Forever

Chapter 2:Alexandra

Above: Alexandra Feodorovna 1895 (This Is My Favorite Picture Of Her)

I feel the bullet rip through my right shoulder."Aghhhh" I yell out in pain and crumple to the ground. Not even childbirth hurt this much.I was still screaming,"Shut up Alix" I thought to myself."if they know for sure you are alive then they will finish you off for good,I must get out of here but how?" I think to myself. and then i see them dragging Nikki outside of the room, maria crumpled to the ground blocking their exit."Nikki" i screamed. But he was out of sight that's when i felt someone jerking my collar."NO" i started screaming "NO NO NO" and i felt a prick in my neck, it was immediate, i was in a dream like state. I remember somebody picking me up a putting me down somewhere very roughly,i heard the rumbling of trucks."One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven" i counted aloud. seven trucks seven members of the Romanov family. I heard the soldiers talking, talking about how much they despised us, all of us especially dear baby. It's funny how they despised all of us, except the girls they loved it when my dear girls flirted with them whether they admit it or not.My family and figures from the past floated in and out of my vision like ghosts,Finally after hours of this state and the rumbling along this road we came to a stop and i heard male voices."I can't believe he ordered us not to kill her" one said "I can't believe he didn't make us go after the girl that escaped" the other said one of us is still alive. I think smugly to myself but which one is it? Anastasia is probably the craftiest out of all of my girls,like i was before my mother died, i never had much love in my childhood i should have given more to all of my children.My thoughts drifted back to knowing one of my daughters is alive maybe Tatiana i think she is the tallest and has the longest legs so she could probably run the fastest. I could smell the smoke from the cigarettes the soldiers were smoking so i knew i had a little time left to think about my family before they kill me. Olga ran the most so she might be the fastest and she is probably the least recognizable of all of my girls.I could tell that the cigarettes were getting low,it wouldn't be long until my life is over.That only leaves Maria our fat little bow wow i do not think it was maria who survived, its is a shame i did not love her more in life."Why did he order us to leave her here?" one of the soldiers asked "They're taunting me" i though they know i can hear them so they're taunting me."Because Germany would have our heads if we killed her and we can't afford another war,besides she had no power,she's a woman" the other soldier said. This made my blood boil didn't they know that i served as a scrub nurse in the war, that i could have saved any one of their arse's during the war?! But no i am just a woman and that makes me weak. If i weren't so groggy i smack them."lets get her out" one soldier says"She'll probably die of cold before morning anyway" the other says. they open the back flap and i pretend to be asleep so i can listen some more."geez she's light" they say as they pick me up."i heard that she barely ever eats anything" thats true i don't as the tsar's wife i had to watch my appearance. they finally laid me down on the cold ground."Should we put her out of her misery?" one asked"not unless you want him to have your head" And with that my jailers left.I was free after two years i was free but alone without anyone. I knew i couldn't fall asleep or hypothermia would set in. so i stayed in my grogginess all night seeing ghosts.God is punishing me i thought because it seemed the night would never end,he is punishing me because i didn't love my children enough, i was selfish and cared only for myself and i listened to that evil man Rasputin. Everyone tried to warn me but i was to ignorant to listen it destroyed us my whole family except one daughter. And She was My Last Hope. Whoever she was.