Above: Tatiana And Her Sisters Crimea Circa 1913
I woke up in a state of screaming and crying. It was as if every bad memory was coming forward now and i was reliving it. Every horrifying nightmare every time i was ill or hurt every time i was reprimanded. It seemed like it had been hours since it had started until finally i ran out of voice and had to stop screaming. Even though i wasn't screaming anymore i was stuck in this mental torture until finally i heard someone saying my name and wrapping their arms around me. This calmed me somewhat and i started to come back to my senses and i saw that it was Anna holding me. Even after i had killed her mother and she had knifed me in the back we were still comforting in each other. Sobbing in each others arms. Out of remorse. Out of sorrow and grief. Finally we controlled ourselves and we got up dried our tears and acted like nothing had happened as if we were still bitter enemies. we stared each other for a moments and then i walked out coolly as if a brutal murder did not just occur. I'll be thankful for the rest of my days if she doesn't tell anyone what happened however long they may be. then to my surprise she came running out after me. "Wait!" she yelled at me. Oh no. i think to myself. Just let me leave please.I slowly turned on my heel to face her. "Yes?" I said quietly to her. "Your going to England right?" She said to me with teary doe eyes."What business is it of yours?" I snapped at her she held no power over me anymore. "Because i want to go with you" She said softly. I was quite shocked at this after all I did just kill her mother."Why?"I asked with an emotionless face.To kill me? I think to myself. "I'm an orphan now" Anna replies and I can see the pain behind her eyes. "I'm not going to take care of you for the rest of my life." I start and turn away but I can't do this to her. Not after what I've done to her after all she blames me for both of her parents deaths. "Alright." I say simply. "But you cannot get in my way of what I have to do."
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