CHAPTER 30 | Acceptance

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A/N: 🔞🔞🔞 This chapter contains explicit contents. Read at your own risk.

Via Samantha Asuncion

Yumuko ako.  Ayaw kong makita ang magiging reaksiyon niya sa ipinagtapat ko.

Pero nabigla ako nang pinisil niya ang kamay kong hawak pa rin niya.

"I'm so sorry Via" aniya.

Nag-angat ako ng mukha para salubungin ang mga mata niyang matamang nakatitig sa akin.

Hindi ko namalayang umaagos na pala ang luha sa aking pisngi. Hindi ko alam bakit bigla na lang akong naiyak.

Maybe because this is not what I dreamt of. This is not how I imagined telling the father of my daughter about our child. 

Inalo niya ako. 

How his hands caressed my back was somehow pacifying. I reached for my face to wipe my tears away. But his hand went ahead and did it for me. 

"I'm sorry Via."

"Zach ipangako mong hindi mo --"

"Hush baby..." he cut me off.

He placed his finger on my lips. Then he bent a little. I knew what he wanted to do. I closed my eyes as I waited for his lips to brush against mine. The kiss was so soft. And quick.

An awkward silence filled the atmosphere when we parted our lips.

"Via" he uttered breaking the silence between us and reaching for my wet lips again for a kiss.  This time, it's passionate. It's fiery.  Yung apoy na tila tutupok na naman sa buong pagkatao ko.

I felt his tongue made its way in to my mouth. I gave him the full access he needed to explore further.

"Zach." I whispered his name.

He was kissing me hard against the car seat. 

I remember I was holding my office bag when I occupied the seat.  Yet, now I'm holding his head while trying to control his movement.

"Shit Via!"

Kapag nakainom ka, nawawala ka sa sarili kapag nagsimula nang mag-sink in sayo ang epekto ng alcohol. 

Hindi ko alam na maliban sa alcohol, meron pa palang bagay na kayang magpabaliw sa tao nang ganito.

Nakakalasing ang sensasyong ipinadadama sa akin ngayon ni Zach. 

I heard the door clicked behind us. Zach pinned me against the wall the moment we stepped inside the room and he started to capture my lips like my kisses will quench his thirst.

I can't remember clearly how we made it to a nearby hotel and how we managed to reach the I don't even know what floor this is.

My goodness Via Samantha! This is insane!

But my sanity is still intact. I know I shouldn't be doing this again with this man, but damn it! I missed him so bad. 

I'm like a moth who is attracted to his fire despite the knowledge that I might get burned in the process.

His fire is too strong that I can't even resist it. It's even bewitching me to come closer. And so I did.

I succumbed to his temptation. 

Matalino namam akong tao. Marami nang nagsabi sa akin nyan pero bakit pagdating kay Zach, ang tanga-tanha ko.

Bukod sa tanga, isa pa akong dakilang marupok. Bakit ba may mga taong ipinanganak na kasingrupok ko? Isang kalabit lang, lalambot at bibigay na naman sa mga matatamis na mga salita, sa mga makamundong sensasyon, sa mga matatamis na pangako ng pag-ibig.

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